Friday, April 28, 2006

aint gonna blog actively already. or i might close this blog and open one that only closer friends will know. or just a private one. if i ever do, dont try finding my blog.

i&e events management. totally cool. love the tutor. love the class. but of course, there's still a few quieter ones. which will make me not so quiet in class. a whole 4 hours. but thankfully today's only 3. 2 hours spent on him interacting with us. funny, alot of crap. and i learnt the theory of SUNK COST. that's to be taught in fmgt later in the semester. stupid lohs. btw, he's the fmgt module leader. that explains why. LOL

falling sick, i am. dry coughs. runny nose. i think i caught a cold. who cares. a long weekend is coming. labour day on monday. bwah! mummy's coming back in 12 hours.. *runs around*

okays. i'm going to bed.

good night!

i dont have to explain to anyone anything. i dont want to waste my time arguing. say whatever you want. i dont have to please anyone.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i napped. and i cried. i cried in my dream.. nightmare more like it. but i actually forgot what the nightmare was about. but i actually cried...

i was reading xiaxue's blog today and was rather taken aback by what she wrote.. no doubt i agree on the point that the fittest survive. but the thing is.. the children are innocent. why are only the children in Congo abused and not the adults? do the parents feel the pain and hurt when they know and see their children being abused yet all they could do was to stand by and watch? i might not be a Christian myself. but i believe that no where in the bible says to give deliverance to a person means having to undergo all sorts of "torture"..

oh gosh.

school's gonna end late tomorrow. and so far, it's the first time ever that i've got a 9am-5pm day in my timetable. and the stupid thing is. break is a whole 2 hour long.. and tomorrow? because it's only lectures, there's gonna be a 4 HOUR BREAK!

i'm tired. i miss mummy. she's gonna be back on friday, noon. gonna go meet her because lecture ends at 11! (:

good night!

Monday, April 24, 2006

gosh. first day back at school and there really is a HELL LOT of freshies. haha. and the most obvious ones are those who travel in BIG GROUPS. so dumb lohs.. and i came to the conclusion that the quite typical ones are those in rather old t-shirts, jeans and SPORTS SHOES. the girls i mean. but of course, there are the well dressed ones as well..

myself? i was in a tee and a pair of shorts. plus my birkies and sling bag, i look damn slack for a year 2. lol. who cares anyway. IEF lecture almost killed me. i was trying hard to keep awake. and i actually sat in the second row.. not that i'm hardworking.. but because that he-she lecturer forbade us from sitting at the back.. so DUMB. she ought to be shot.. she was like trying to be fierce the first half hour.. then towards the end of lecture, she was so high.. self-high, that is. crazy woman.. totally falls into the old-unmarried category.

ONE lecture tomorrow morning. only ONE. fmgt. ugh. at freakin' 9am.. and some more it's right at the back of the campus. early morning and we've got to walk 10 minutes to the LT. dumbo lohs.. that LT got gold is it..? go there everyone will listen attentively is it..? everyone will pass with flying colours if we attend lectures in that LT is it?

i'm so darn tired. the house seems so quiet. it's like 11.30pm only. and almost everyone's asleep. i ought to go to bed now anyway. it's a torture travelling 3 hours to and fro just for 2 hours of lecture. damn.

lots more things i want to talk about. but i desperately need sleep. so GOOD NIGHTS!

tired. my feet are aching. and i'm still tired.

i've been doing a hell lot of walking these few days. and if samuel didnt say that he's been in town for 5 days this week, i wouldnt have realised i went to town for 5 days this week too! and a hell lot of walking was down. walk. walk. WALK and WALK. wah piang.

went to town earlier in the day to walk. walk for what? i dont know. supposed to have met the guys at 3. but then i woke up only at 3. so they changed to 4.. but i was still late. met them only at 4.30. and throughout the whole time, i was rather quiet. shy, they say, but shy? hello? when was i shy? or maybe because there was someone around whom i dont know. maybe that's why. but it's kind of stupid. and someone could still bring up matters that were long history. so dumb. but the duck rice at 925 was good. maybe because i didnt eat the whole day. (not hungry)

lecture, thankfully, is at 11 later on. and since it's the first week, it means it's lecture week. no tutorials.. *claps* and even though lectures start first every day, i'll be home early, or at least, i try. because mummy isn't home this week. business trip to Penang. bullshit loh. always like that..

okay. i'm really tired. it's 2am already. means i've got only 6-7 hours of sleep.

GOOD NIGHT! (:

Saturday, April 22, 2006

bored. totally. i wanna go out. but there's no where to go!

watched 16 Blocks today. it was okay la. for me, i didnt really like it other then it was funny at certain parts.. anyway, may told me about Eight Below. now i feel like watching it. boo.

the new Cathay Cineplex is nothing fantastic. other then the building looks clean and nice, there's nothing that special about the place. or maybe, there were like 1 person standing at each entrance into the theatre. so for each theatre there are 2 doors, there'll be two people assigned to one theatre.

and oh. when we were crossing the road from plaza singapura, people jay-walked. so naturally, i'll follow them. but a guy stopped me, telling me there's traffic police across the street, catching the ones who were jay-walking. thanks to that guy mans..

school's starting. now i dont feel like studying already. it's like, the holidays are not enough for me. i still want to slack and play and relax.

i'm really really bored. really really really bored.

i'm home. after about 4 hours of entertainment from 3 clowns guys.. and the memorable check from the police. wah piang. MY FIRST TIME k. but now i know, there are snatch theft cases around my neighbourhood.. so no more late nights. (like real)

and they were talking about ghosts and all that. i just started tearing la.. kind of shocked them. darn funny..

alrights. i smell of smoke. gonna take a bath and go to bed already.. movie later!! X)

nights.

Friday, April 21, 2006

quick update.

grocery shopping today.
had dinner at fish & co.. yumms!

movie with may tmrw.

and i'm going downstairs to meet sam and whoever else is there.

if possible, update later...
if not, good nights! XD

Thursday, April 20, 2006

as i was walking around my house last night. when i couldnt get to sleep. i saw this little insect that glows. the end of the insect has this glow that blinks.. it cant be a firefly right.. well, i dont know because i've never seen one. so i turned on the lights, and it stops blinking. then i just stood there and watch the insect.. i was bored, you see..

i didnt go out. lazy. tired. i only woke up close to 4. seriously, the holidays actually ruin my biological clock. i need to adjust back my timings in case i oversleep on the first day of school.. but then again, first weeks are lecture weeks. and my mondays start at 11.. *evil laughter*

haha. i'm bored la. 3 days 4 nights left to play. stupid i know. but nah.. i'm gonna be a good girl.. (:

alrights. i'm going to watch tv.. vcd!! tata~

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

happy happy.

did a family photoshoot today.
make-up, fantastic.
pictures, fabulously fantasticaly pretty!

bah. i would very much want to stay home tomorrow. but i have to get to zara and exchange a top. it's got a hole in it and i didnt check it when i bought the top yesterday.. boo boo boo~

i'm really tired already. havent been sleeping well actually. and so, i'm gonna take a good bath and jump into bed. that is if i dont stick on to my lappy for hours again..

good night to all (:

5 days to the start of year 2. year 2 = more projects, more assignments, more tutorials. and more of whatever kind of crap there are.. but like i said before. i'm gonna concentrate more this year and do better. (may & liping, you read this. so you're gonna help me. lol.)

anyway. been out of the house since saturday. very little shopping done. but alot of walking. so my feet kind of aches right now. for the next 5 days. maybe i should just stay home.. and unwind before i start on year 2..

i've coloured my hair. dark violet. it's nice. but i'm not looking forward to the fading of the colour because brown hair dont go with my skin tone. it makes me look more pale than ever.. maybe after this last time, i'll colour it black already. dont want to always colour my hair everytime the black roots show and when the colour fades.

resolutions i desperately need to stick to:
1. save money!! for the GSS and for rainy days.. XD
2. attend lectures. (truth be told, i only attended bstats and econs lectures last sem. 2 out of 5 modules that is. =S)
3. do all my tutorials and assignments and whatever else.
4. dont skip school for no valid reason.

and i think that's about all. X)

alrighteys. i'm signing out of here. run out of stuff to talk about.. good night!

Saturday, April 15, 2006

paintball.. to go or not to go..

haha. it's to tak glam lohs.. no doubt it's a fun game, no doubt you call me "auntie".. but somehow, you managed to convince me lah.. but i'm still considering of course..

it was fun talking to you. i would have joined you guys if you had called me earlier..


anyways. i was stuck at home the whole day. didnt get to colour my hair.. didnt get to go shopping. didnt go out for dinner.. because of the rain.. and of course, grandma is sick.. ): please. let her get well soon..

she's my dearest grandparent. the closest.. and the one i love most.. call me thick-skinned. but i know i'm the grand-daughter (not grandchild) she loves most.. i grew up eating her cooking, grew up smelling the smoke from her cigarrette (though i hate it so much), grew up having her nag at me.. i cant imagine how it would be without her. she spoils me the most.. i enjoy making fun of her, and seeing her laugh with me.. but when i look at her today, it's just not her.. sleeping almost the whole day..

*touch wood la* she's still alive and kicking k. but yes, please let her get well soon.. i wanna eat her cooking. i wont stay out late so much already. i'll come home for dinner more. i promise.. XD

my mum. lazy to cook.. dug food out from the fridge and we had steamboat.. wah lao. give me steamboat again tomorrow, i think i'll just roll over and die la..

haha. okay. i'm going to town tomorrow.. gonna do some shopping with mummy, for her clothes of course. and i'm gonna remember to go down to taka and buy beard papa for grandma! lol.

good nights (:

Friday, April 14, 2006

bwah. super duper full today. and i had a super mild case of (gasp) food poisoning... the pulut hitam that i ate. i think the coconut caused the runs..

shucks. i forgot what i want to blog about.....


*thinks hard*


nevermind.. i was watching Yu Le Bai Fen Bai earlier on and they had Emil Chau on the show today. and to think i grew up listening to his songs.. and he's really funny. together with Xiao Zhu and Xiao Gui..

oh.. yah! mummy really thinks that i'm drinking and smoking lah. LOL. i was asking her earlier, if she thought i really learnt smoking. but no.. i swore i did not. and she asked me to swear to whichever God i believed in, but i told her i didnt believe in any.. funny. then she asked what kind of pubs i went to.. i was telling her some aunty/uncle filled kind of pubs and told her about babyface. haha. then i did tell her i drank a little. and she didnt started her lecture or whatsoever. funny funny..

and then earlier on while having dinner with her and her friends, they suddenly mentioned that i'm turning 18. and because this korean drama, Xin Niang 18 Shui, My 18-Year Old Bride or something la. they asked if i was intending to stop studying and get married. so funny loh. then my mum looked at me and said, "A woman must be financially independent.." hahaha. as if i am going to get married soon.

i think she's trying to accept the fact that i'm turning 18.. LOL.

okay lah. i'm gonna bathe and sleep already. it's Good Friday. and i'm gonna be shopping these two days with mummy, hopefully. nights. (:

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

town with may today. orchard, totally no where to walk, no where to shop. only good for eating..

we started at taka, then to wisma. walked to far east. and down to heeren. wah lao. my leg was breaking with all that walking today. and especially because i was wearing heels. i realised i had no more flats of my own.

and so i bought a t-shirt from Zara. and another at inQbox.

and we finally got our butts down at Marche, again. ate a teeny bit and refused to move.

and because we were really really really bored. we left. i went over to city hall. in search of my bag from surfer girl or whatever that is. saw two. but it's too small. more like an outing bag rather than what i can use for school. so, nope..

then i bought a pair of covered shoes from URS. flat. something i can wear down to town and not looking so damn casual. but seriously, their service is kinda crappy. and the air-con wasnt working. so it was really really stuffy in there. yuck.

oh anyway. we were at levi's taka. they were having this 70% discount or smth. so i went in.. flipped through the jeans. the sales girl asked me, "what are you looking for?"
so of course, i said, "jeans."
she was stunned la. then told me, female ones sold out. for that particular size i was looking at.. i mean, come on lah.. you ask me stupid question, i give you stupid answer right? and we were laughing and laughing onwards la. and btw, she was really rude. so i gave up looking..

and yeah. we saw steven lim. outside tangs.. promoting himself on that loser of the losers show i suppose. wah lao. go read xiaxue's blog and see what happened. really funny loh.

okays. i'm really tired.. gonna go and watch tv and fall dead on my bed soon.. so yups. good nights.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i simply enjoy going out with you.. going to places where i wouldn't normally go. basically it's not what we do, where we go that matters most.. but it's just having you around that makes things all so nice..

last night at babyface, i knew i didnt have to worry about anything because you'd be there.. but if she was around, would things have been different? and why. why did you make me promise you that my boyfriend cant be someone you know? why?

i went over to meet mummy today. intended to buy a pair of covered shoes. but just cant seem to find any i like. and so i bought a cropped jacket instead. it's more practical than the shoes maybe because i need long sleeves more than shoes. and i still have my birkies to turn to..

i'm tired. gonna loiter around town tomorrow. i just cant stay home k. and there's so much i wanna buy...

alright. mental block already.... i'm tired. good nights!

it was the most enjoyable and funniest night ever. not that there was laughter the whole night, but because of something funny that happened.

i was home only at about 5..

babyface. alamak. loads of uncles around. especially good place if guys wanna pick girls up. i was just sitting around and i saw this fat girl ass rubbing some guy. and this guy kind of know one of my ex colleague. so my ex colleague introduces some auntie who followed us in, but the guy only wants my ex colleague number. and of course, NO was the answer. then he went on to dance with the fat girl's friend. and when the fat girl came back from the dance floor, he stopped. when we left, he followed us out, hoping to get my ex colleagues number. TOO BAD, she's not available dude.

had supper at Macpherson. it was insane. especially if we had already ate at Marche earlier, then loads of drinking. and another table filled with food. and wenyao ordered 3 containers of siew mai. by containers, it's the dim sum kind la. so there were 12. and the two other guys dont eat siew mai. so he had 12 to himself! haha. but being a nice girl, i helped him with 3. and that's the limit..

thankfully, i had uncle around last night. but i think he should thank me more. if i was around, would that have happened? LOL.

alrights.. it was really a funny night with many things i cant say. but that's just what we did..

okay. now i've got a question...

tell me guys, why do you not want a girl's boyfriend to be someone you know...?

Monday, April 10, 2006

the one thing that really bothers me everytime i take my meals outside, be it at fast food restaurants or cafes or whatever. people looking in as though they have never seen others eating before.

i was having dinner at Sakura with my family today. it was packed. and there were people queuing outside, waiting to get a table. i was sitting facing the corridor, the glass panel. the people looked in, and looked.. and continued to look. i felt like i was some caged animal in the zoo. being watched while i'm having my meal.

okay la. not that it's a huge problem. but it kinda bothers me so much so i get irritated.

anyway, isn't it basic manners that you shouldn't stare at people when they're taking their meals? or is it just me...?

Saturday, April 08, 2006

been staying home these two days. more like what i would want it to be like for maybe the next few days..

enrolled for events management as my IS module. there was the 8am block. but i suppose i wouldnt want to wake up at 6am every thursday to rush to school. or spend 15bucks on cab fare. so i chose the 1pm block. right up till 5pm. a whoppin' 4 hours! 'nuff said. anyone in P26?

and so i went for my facial today. it was intensive today. maybe because the last time i went, the girl didnt do a good job. and so it clogged up my pores even more. and i had a major breakout. so it was terribly painful and when i went and trim my hair, the lady was shocked. hah. and till now, it's still quite red..

anyways. i'm contemplating the spa perm which my hairdresser recommended. but i wanna colour my hair also. argh. i dont know.


i'm in a horrible mood these few days. so ya, dont bug me too much or impatience will be what i'll show.

suddenly, i hate promises. then again, i've never liked anyone making promises to me..

Thursday, April 06, 2006

i didnt go to the zoo. they didnt go also. because of the rain.

but anyway. i went for pool + ktv with the other two guys instead. sang to my hearts' content. and seriously, my throat is kind of dry even up till now.

went out today to meet wenyao and the rest. coffee bean-ed. hah. the drink i had was pure choc. and i was super sure uncle ordered mocha ice blended. the stupid girl had to write pc on the cover.. and i kind of realised it when it was about 1/4 left.

collected my cheque. UNSATISFIED. they deducted for CPF. but. at least they did contribute as employer CPF. so at least i still get more than expected.

then it was Magic Fundoshi play. funny. yet boring. i was trying hard to concentrate at certain parts. it's like talking through the whole play. if i were to rate it, maybe a 3/5..

the kbox-ed for a while. went for supper and came back home..

i'm darn tired now. which explains the crap entry. gotta do is module preference ranking later on at 1600. IMPORTANT!

anyways. i'm going to bed already. havent been sleeping well. GOOD NIGHT.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

the problem with coming home in the wee hours of the morning. and having your own rooms.

no one knows that you came home.
you go into your room.
worried grandma calls and asks where are you.

and you say, you're at home.

i didnt wake up for breakfast with the guys.. just couldnt wake up even with them blasting my phone away..

met may, liping and weizhi at causeway point. walked. ate. walked. liping left. sat and slack. ate again. crapped. wu gui wu gui tiao-ed. went to lot 1. pool-ed. left after a short while because of the tikos eyeing may. then ATE AGAIN. and i came home. but it was fun. just that the times in between when we had nothing to do, it kind of bored the shit out of me.

home early today. at 10. haha. but i went out again. for supper. with that two pigs + their friend.. 848 tian ji zhou is nice k. the porridge is thick. the frog or toad or whatever. yummy. talked a little while. came home..

and oh. mummy didnt stop me from going for supper. all she said was, come home early. tell your grandma. i was surprised! maybe now she knows, the hard way dont work. =X

uncle called to confirm if i wanna go to the zoo.. i would have agreed. but with one other whom i dont even know his name, and the other who has been his friend since eons ago? please loh.. awkward is the word mans.. and even if i dont go, it makes not much of a difference.. and moreover. i'll be going with my class peeps. like, what can i say? as if you'd care. "up to you" will be what you'll give me in your reply.

give me a good enough reason why i should ps my friends again to go with you guys.

but then again. why should i get myself upset over someone who isnt worth being upset over.. if you dont bother, why should i? have fun, enjoy.

on a sidenote. the other pig has got a lovebite from that crazy girl. really funny. and by bite, it means you can see the outline of the mouth shape. not the spot kind. iya. it's just like the joke of the night. and it's on the two sides of his neck. really really stupid i must say. that girl, she's beyond hope. i believe she was tortured when she was younger..

anyway. i'm going to bathe and go to bed. i smell of... smoke?

good night.

Monday, April 03, 2006

one last post before i go to bed.

went to coffee bean @ sun plaza in the end.. the two who stay nearest, were later than me. idiots. to think i even took my time to slowly walk to the mrt station and all that. had coffee.. and later went to party world (again) @ civic centre.. asked them to go to yishun's but they didnt want. almost went to wenyao's house to play ps.. i dont play, they asked me to suggest, i dont know, i got scolded by wenyao. that idiot.

oh btw. the vodka ribena there SUCKS. like what? lotsa plain water + lil' ribena + teeny weeny bit of vodka. it was even replaced by another jug. still it isnt as good as the one at shenton way. still can say it's standard. crap-o.

anyways. i finally sang my first song at a ktv la. forced one.. but enjoyed it later on.. fun fun. now another thing that has got me addicted. and i know who i can jio. MICHELLE! amongst my darlings, she's the ktv/mahjong siao one.. hiaks. the next outing with them, i'm gonna make them go ktv.. heh.

anyways. i'm going for breakfast later on with a bear and a cat. like going zoo like that. =\ okay la. sorry guys. hah. morning call, i need! if i cant wake up, then sorry. but i most likely will since i kind of ps-ed you guys earlier on.

after breakfast, i'm coming home to sleep before going to woodlands again to meet may! and of course a few others.. who? i dont know. all i know is.. it's gonna be a great monday! X)

though things werent going on well earlier. but forget it. i'm gonna make it the best monday ever! monday blues? GO AWAY! hahaha. alright lahs.. i need to sleep. good nights! =)

Sunday, April 02, 2006

the two games i've learnt the past week.

POOL

and

MAHJONG.

i wanna play!! okay. i'm not good at them. but practise makes perfect isnt it...? hahahaha. alright. i wanna go snacking and nap for a while. tata!

it's raining again!! and there goes the thunder.. the rain has been like on and off the past few days.. so much so, it triggered my sinus problem, again.. my nose was alright when the hot weather was on.. but it in turn caused the eczema problem to pop out..

so yeah, i think i'd rather have the sinus than the eczema because at least i'm sniffing and NOT scratching.. the itchiness leads to too much scratching which leads to redness and finally the scarring part.. YUCK! maybe uncle was right about the sleeves of my clothings irritating the elbow part, leading to the itchiness and all..

i can feel the rain coming in through my window.. i can see the rain just pouring down outside.. BUT i'm too lazy to stand up to actually close my window.. that's like the opposite side of my room k! (i think i just made my room sound so big, when actually just 5 steps could get me to my window. =\)

BAH. i am supposed to be at coffee bean now with that two pigs crapping. then they say later, later, later. and now it's raining.. boo. uncle very good at ps-ing. i'm like all ready to get out of the house, then he tell me, later confirm again. haiyo. i'm so darn bored!!

i'm gonna do the disappearing act at work. i didnt confirm that i was leaving. but i learnt that as a part-timer, i dont have to let them know. anyway, since they do not treat their staff well, why should i bother as well.. if they cut my pay because i went mia, i dont know what i can do.. MOM? argh! bunch of fucktards.

and i just learnt that the tall pig wants to sleep.

so what should i do? go to sembawang for coffee.. or to bugis for movie.. or orchard? i know orchard would be out. or maybe just stay home and rot.. it's a rainy day which also means, lazy day for me..

anyways, i'm like having a cold war with my mum. wanted to go out on thurs night. and by night, i meant 10.30pm.. she didnt let, so i just ignored her the whole night. went to work on friday. stay out till almost 6am sat morning.. yuppies.. i think she's more worried about me learning all the bad stuff rather than anything else. i told her i'll be home late. she didnt call until 2plus. i reached home, my grandma said she couldn't reach me. wth. my phone no batt la. if i didnt divert my calls, she wouldn't have been able to called me..

yes i know, i might be wrong. but everyone should know, the more you stop me, the more i want to do something.. so if you let me do what i want, i'll know my limits. and then my grandma has to continue the nagging right up till today. saying my mum stayed up and all. please.. i asked her to go to bed, dont wait up.

like, argh! attempt to control me, i'll do the opposite and not let you control me.. say whatever you want, i dont care.

okays. i've been on this entry for almost an hour already. it's 3.45 now.. i wanna get out of here.. bye!