Thursday, June 30, 2005

in mummy's office now.. super bored.. i dont have my notebook with me.. =(

mani&pedi at nail addiction again.. i just love that place.. though my classmates wants to go Holland V next time instead.. they say it's expensive when i told them.. what's the diff???

anyways.. it was a really fun day today lahs... went to school.... super heavy rain.. i thought, die lahs.. how to go for lecture, no shelter? but luckily it stopped..... then the lecturer is so yuck... i totally dislike her.. eee... during break, go makan fer a while missed a short while only.. =( too bad can never skip poa lecture..

then we went for prata... 17 of us.. lols.. cheese prata + milo dinosaur + lala soup.. woohoo~ heaven.. lols.. den went to slack in com lab.. so horrible.. damn sian lahs.. and kinda warm.........

econs tutorial.. total boredom.. everyone was falling asleep lahs... but when our tutor-cum-advisor asked us about the "class gathering".. everyone was wide awake....

then one of my mates said go OCH.. then i said out louder, "okay okay... after that we go see ah gua.." den my tutor heard.. wah laos.. damn embarrassing... den he told the whole class i was so obsessed with ah gua.. peng.. super embarrassing lahs..

hahas.. and here i am.. crapping away already.. kays.. gtg.. mum's coming back any moment from her dinner.. hehs.. shall go transfer my notes... and i'll update later tonight when i reach home.. heee... tata!

it'll be stupid of me to scold the tagboard... but i really must..

take baiyu's tagboard for example.. when i wanna tag, it shows that bloody error message "the page can't be displayed" or something like that.... but just now, when i tagged thinking that it will not show, it showed.. and when i wanna tag again.. i cant.. -.-"

my tagboard aint working either... it sucks... so i'll reply here instead.. =D

hopengyu: haha. thanks.. but kinda dumb cos u can msg me on messenger.. =X nevermind.. hahas.. thanks again..




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hahas.. i was damn zi lian just now.. playing with the digicam took a few pics of myself.. but the more i look at my hair, the more i like it... that is, with a hair band on.. haks.. so i guess i'll wear one everyday until it looks good without one..

kay lahs.. this is the don't-know-how-many entries since i woke up.. stop here already.. gonna sleep soon.. soo... niteys!

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

my gosh! my school's ICT Hoh Wei Jian in Project Superstar.. and it's like.. he damn cute lahs...

during bAoc de shi hou already seen him performed before... in his band lahs.. then it's like, already found him rather good looking le...

while watching him perform just now, really mesmerized lahs.. lols.. his voice very nice.. hahas.. and he's really cute lahs...

kekes.. okays.. too hua chi lerhs..

gonna do my econs homework soon... and i just realised.. i have a 3 hour break tomorrow.. shucks!

dear diary.....

i was reading my old diary... felt so stupid, so immature then.. hahas.. but the memories flooded me again.. it wasn't bad.. in fact i felt good... because i couldn't remember those things i put down in my diary...

lols.. it's dumb lahs.. and it looks like it's gonna rain.. since 3 hours ago.. and it has yet to rain... i feel like drinking the raspberry blended tea.. but so lazy to go out.. very..

dear diary.. i've got my econs homework i've gotta do.. i dont feel like doing it.... how??

to siyu: u can xian mu me now.. but.. if there is a make-up lesson for accounts, it will be after 5pm.. so i dont think it's very good.. lols..

okays.. enough of my bullshit.. i might be going out to northpoint for a while.. i have to get out of the house.. =P

i wanna laugh...

this morning woke up a lot later than usual... so i decided to skip written comm lecture... i didnt tell my mum.. else she would have asked me to go... yups.. so i went back to sleep, asking my grandma to wake me up at 9..

i woke up at 9... and i always check my phone the minute i woke up.. 2 messages received... both telling me accounts tutorial is cancelled... weee! hahas.. i dont know how true that is... so yup.. i didnt go to school today...

the sun looks tempting.. i wanna go swimming.. but.. iyas.. i know i wont go in the end.. =D



Morning Madness now hosted by Vernon A and Justin Ang.. i heard a small part of it this morning.. found their "jokes" really dumb lahs.. my gosh.. i didnt understand until them until after a few seconds.. really.. it suck. i think of all the morning shows... Daniel Ong and Carrie Chong's was the best..

alright.. i'm off to slack.. somewhere in my house.. =P

*sigh*


have been feeling like shyt the whole day.. or maybe i should say, pissed... really.. it's like.. the guy i mentioned before.. he's really immature.. and.. acts as though he's damn close to us.. okay.. i aint the victim now..

but really.. the way i see him bully apple*, really piss me off damn horribly... all that sarcarsm.. all that pinching and everything... come on! grow up lahs!!! and to think he's a year older... this has seriously proven, JC guys are really immature.. arghs! kays.. not all kay?

and.. it's like. he doesnt get it into his head when everyone is sick n tired of his nonsense.. seriously. all of you know i dont pity people like him... treating other people with no respect.. all that sarcarsm might really cause a huge impact on her... just stop it lahs!


hais.......


another thing is.... i really think i have no life at all lahs... i thought when i was working, it was disgustingly no life.. it's the same now... what i'm doing everyday is just school, home, school, home... it's till the extend, i dont feel like going to school.. there aint anything that makes me look forward to everyday....

feeling so down.. i feel like crying.. bullshit.. still got my POA homework.. i dont feel like doing it.. i'm really really very moody...

what happened to the crazy me?


right now... i just feel like going to Shaw House Starbucks.. get a drink and just sit there... really.. watching people walk by... it's a hobby..


it's so lengthy.. and i'm still continuing...


it is a dream and it will be only a dream... that look, i wont forget... perhaps... you r just another eye candy...
a dream is a wish your heart makes... when you're fast asleep...

gosh.. thoughts flying all over.. i'm feeling so confused.. common tests are coming up in less than 3 weeks... what i've learnt, i think i've returned it to the lecturers.. or i should say.. i rely on my notes alot.. i think i'll fare badly for management and econs..

and oh... is there anything wrong with myshoutbox? cos i cant seem to tag in any of the tagboards.. except in school..


nevermind.. it's really long.. and it's getting late.. i'll stop here...

niteys...! =)

i suddenly miss my darling girls alot.. =))

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

messenger is retarded..

so is BCA...

another hour to go... it's really boring

Monday, June 27, 2005

i just remembered.. i almost got knocked down by a car when crossing the road... but luckily, there was this guy who pulled me back.. well.. he didnt actually pull.. but merely, touched my elbow and said something.. it all happened so quickly, i didnt know how to react, so i told him sorry... what a thing to say! i was so blur, i stood in between the road for a while before moving on..

i was thinking, what would happen if i didnt react fast enough? what would happen if that guy just left me to continue walking...? what if.. i really got knocked down.....?

i didnt know what was i thinking about.. i'm always so careful when i cross the roads... what happened just now? i really dont know.. i cant remember what i was thinking about.....

it's Grace Chua on the radio now... no more Morning Madness? oh no.. but anyway.. Perfect 10 feels different now.. very weird..

i went to get a haircut 'cos i thought it messy..




now i think it suck...

argh... i was this close to finding out which Perfect 10 deejay is pregnant... then lessons start.. wth.. but anyway.. it's most probably Jamie Yeo lahs... cant be Grace Chua.. teeny-weeny possibility that Carrie Chong is..

then the management changed something about the station.. until now, i still havent figure what it is yet... wth?!

righteys.. i'm tired... wanna go rest already.. nites! =D

in sch com lab now.. written comm gonna have "meeting" for assessment.. i think it's lame... in the third grp.. so.. have to wait lahs.. damn lame lohs.. i'd rather go first.. get it over and done with.. then go canteen and slack, have kopi + roti.. hahaks.

damn tired.. overslept again today.. as usual.. but it's because i couldn't sleep last night.. laid on the bed for almost 2 hours before i fell asleep.. wth..

it's difficult to type and read the screen lahs.. my wrists are aching already.. i think i might go blind soon.. damn hard to read.. the reflection and all.. kays.. ending off.. tata~

Sunday, June 26, 2005

watching Resident Evil now... eekss.. it's damn gross lahs... though i've watched it before... it's like.. sick.....

i was watching The Rise and Fall of Michael Jackson on MTV just now.. just showed how much he changed over the years.. he's been performing since a tender age of... how old huh? nevermind.. and through the 46years of his life.. he changed so much in his appearance.. gosh...

eeeww.. Resident Evil is a really sick show.. lols..

school tomorrow.. i feel like having a short break le.. it's only been a month... ONE MONTH and i want a break.. how am i gonna go through the next 3 years? huh???

bangkok photos

kays.. i guess it's like almost 4 months after i went to bangkok... haks.. i was lazy to upload the photos lahs... so yep.. here it is..

*yawn* i havent finish my survey thing... have to find year 3 np students.. but i cant find.. or mayb, i was lazy... because there were just too many people doing the survey.. i'm serious..

kays.. off to slack some more.. niteys!

Saturday, June 25, 2005

i'm tired.. hungry.. dont feel like moving at all... argh.. just hate it..

perfect 10's gonna change their programmes again.. no... morning madness is good.. late night show is good... dont change!!

i'm really feeling hungry... but.. i cant eat..

anyway.. i wanna watch a lot like love.... anyone wants to watch?????

Friday, June 24, 2005

feeling damn pissed...

very sian.. at home now.. campfire.. i dont think i'm going already.. really feeling moody.. but that sickening arse is pissing me off like nobody's business..

lms project done.. seriously, i think it kinda sucked.. as compared to the other groups... rather slipshod.. anyhow, like what amelia said.. fail, then retake module together lors.. cool right? i think so.. yahs..

hungry already.. i barely ate anything today.. that pathetic plate of chicken was just enough to fill my tummy for that little while..

had the suckiest dream ever... dreamt of some auntie stealing my precious phone.. i was like.. damn depressed..

nevermind.. i think i am feeling depressed now..

Thursday, June 23, 2005

loving mcfly.. hahas.. actually it's cos of dougie and danny.. very good-looking! hehs...

i cant sleep again..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

feeling so tired... but i know i cant sleep.. cos if i sleep now... i cant sleep tonight.. and... i still have my econs homework... *sigh*

the school is mad......

woke up an hour ago... took a two-hour nap before that.. really really tired! anyway, since when i wasn't?

but.. ya.. my POA homework not touched at all... just ate my dinner... might stay up tonight after all.. hurs..

kays.. off to do my work already... update later..

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

okays.. i believe i've said this many many many times.. but here am i... going to say it again...

BCA SUCK!

hahas.. reason for this.. the use of the most complicated formulas and functions and whatever you can do with excel kills u... it's just so hard to understand... please.. let me do math instead...~

anyhow.. had a rather fun lunch today... the way one of my mates described House of Wax made me feel lucky that i didnt watch it... it was ultimate disgust. maybe it was because she added her emotions in.. so i went like.. "gosh! you're sick!" hahaha...

just filed all my management notes.. now i love management.. hahas.. cos the notes are neat.. not anything else.. =P

seriously.. i dont understand why everyone is making such a big fuss over Initial-D... i don't like jay.. i suppose, quite a number of people would agree with me... so why? why are people so crazy about some movie that has yet to open in the theatres...?

nevermind.. anyway.. i'm so smart.. i managed to connect my lappy to the house printer... playing arnd, anyhow clicking, i connected it! haks..

now i cant get to sleep... slept in the afternoon... though yawning now, but i cant sleep... like i've got thousand and one things to complete but i have yet to complete them.. actually.. those incomplete things are not important (at least to me).. and... i'm already thinking... cracking my brains.. what should i wear tomorrow? what bag do i want to bring?? hur~

kays.. niteys!

Monday, June 20, 2005

i think i'm pms-ing again... *sigh*

what drives me crazy is my little brother.. seriously.. i give up on him... he can go bang wall, go do whatever he wants... why must i shoulder the responsibility of teaching him everything when he himself dont care two hoots about his studies and all that shit... is it so hard just to stop playing games and do his work.. i mean.. answers are everywhere.. shit.

my excel training not even halfway there yet.. tomorrow have to submit already.. and i've still got poa and econs homework.. luckily not due tomorrow..

the weather these days.. i think it's killing me...

no written comm. tutorial... so school's gonna last for only 2 freakin' hours with nothing to do already..

actually, there r things to do... my excel training.. what crap.. i dont feel like doing lahs..

i cant sleep lehs.... many nights already.. have been sleeping in the early morning... if this goes on, i'll age damn quickly.. and my dark rings will show up like nobody's business..

keep hearing thunders... guess it's gonna rain again... no wonder it was so damn warm earlier on... even with the fan on, i was perspiring..

gosh.. i was just looking at one picture i took in bangkok... i realised that my powder was rather thick.. okays.... i look like a doll.... with the reddish cheeks.. iyas.. just look so fake.. lols.. find it so yuck.. =X

kay lahs.. i dont wanna continue already... niteys!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

some freak is singing MLTR - Paint My Love.. damn it.. he made the song sounds horrible... well, there's the Fathers' Day celebration organised by the RC.. and i have to suffer another 4 hours of horrible singing.. damn you.

and ya, i didnt buy anything for my dad... just pure lazy... but i got extra bucks because i complained to him that i'm broke..

my mum's upset with me cos i havent coloured her hair.. wth... and she's angry that my dad's biased towards me... didnt give my brother money... what i wanna say is, if my brother has money, will he share it with me? i doubt so.. so why is it that she insists that i share the 100 bucks with my brother?

hais... feeling horrible...

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to daddy.. although, he wont see it at all. =D

i still havent bought him anything, yet. and i dont know what to buy.. mummy says to buy him a cake.. actually, it's me who wants to eat it.. the mango cake from Four Leaves.. =P

some sick man dismembered some chinese national.. and i do agree that it's a bloody, messy job..

small brother watching The Incredibles now..... kinda boring after some time...

have been sleeping almost the whole day... yups.. i'm tired.. not because of anything else..

after giving it some thought, maybe you were right after all..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

just added some colours into my blog.. because i find it simply too dull..

watching guess guess guess now... wu zong xian is damn horny la.. kaos.. really cant stand him lahs... eee... hahas..

iyos.. dont wanna continue already... my mind's a blank now..

Friday, June 17, 2005

the macoroni & cheese at Kenny Rogers is fabulous~! i love it so so much...

my IS modules are getting more fun each week.. haks.. i mean.. it's very relaxing, and the tutorial mates crack all kinds of funny jokes...... because i've got the horny guys in my IS modules.. haha.. very different from my class..

anyway, unless u're NP student, i doubt you'll understand what the heck i'm talking about.. lols.. anyhow, i love fridays!

kays.. fathers' day is on sunday... that for anyone who doesn't know yet... my dad hinted to me last night.. lols. i was thinking of dinner tonight.. but i'm broke.... literally... the amount left in my bank is of only TWO-DIGITS.. yes.. that pathetic..... so i'ma say, I NEED A JOB.. haha. i've said that since i've stopped my previous one...

oh ya.. back to fathers' day... yes.. my mum says he's jealous.... but seriously, who on earth celebrates fathers' day like the way they celebrate mothers' day? okays.. maybe there are, but i dont! and now my dad's jealous.. what am i to do?????

buy something small? mum says it doesnt have to be expensive... but seriously.. i dont have extra cash... i still dont know how i'm gonna pull through next week....

yahs... and judging by the disgusting way of me oversleeping, especially on fridays. i would have to spend money on cab fares.... like today lahs.. supposed to be in school at 1.. i woke up only at 11.40, with my small bro telling me it's 12.. i yelled at him for giving me the false time.. haks.. dumb..

then i took a freaking cab, then there was some idiotic jam on the PIE where some idiot drivers drove slower just to see what accident happened... see lahs, singaporeans so kaypo.... why i say so? because, there was no more jam after the site of accident.. what the..

argh... what the hell am i complaining about? there are people worse than me.. =S

so i guess i'm gonna buy my dad something small tomorrow... i dont really really know what to buy...

i'm gonna change my blogskin again.. yupps.. so tired of this already.. =P

this is a really long entry.. i think the longest of all... hahaks.. and i'm still gonna continue...












nahs... just kidding...

kays.. it ain't funny...

Thursday, June 16, 2005

was at Starbucks Suntec City just now to get a drink for me n my mum... wahs... i really couldnt take it..... that noise coming from the lion dance just upstairs was deafening.. i had to "shout" at the girl there... oh my gosh... but i'm loving the raspberry blended frapp..

just read an article in seventeen.. sam spady.. passed on due to alcohol poisoning... to all you drinkers out there, "be careful"... i'm not cursing u.. but.. dont overdo it ya...

damn bored now... mummy's still doing her work in her office.. i've got econs homework..... but it's not due until next week.. n i dont feel like doing it now.. so i'm gonna procrastinate again and again and again and again...

alright.. update later tonight... i'm very very tired.......

haha.. talking to one of my LMS mate.... tell me one batman joke.. super lame la... some more i didnt understand.. need to explain to me... -.-"

then remind me of one incident last tuesday....... he sat one row below me during lecture.. then it was like.. he doing his homework la..... wanted to take something from behind... and suddenly i felt something tugging on my slipper... then oh no.... i was like.. "Ah Beng!" then he turn, and looked so damn paiseh la.....

haha.. i buay tahan i started laughing... then told one of my friends sitting beside me.. she burst out laughing..

haha.. kays.. i'm supposed to be doing my econs... alrighteys.. nite!

i slept for a whole 5 hours just now..... i didnt want to wake up.. but i had to eat dinner as promised... and do my econs homework..

when i sat down in front of my lappy..... i went and dig out my econs tutorial... i realised i did some of the qns last week.. lols.. luckily i was so hardworking last week.. =D

alrights.. i need to sleep earlier tonight.... it's gonna be a long long day........ niteys!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

just came home.. saw saikit at northpoint.. he looks different... but still "floating" around.. lols..

oh.. went to eat prata with my 4 mates opposite beauty world near my school... haks.. alot of crap there.. damn funny...

then they went and play pool nearby... haks.. they played, i watched.. but i learnt how to hold the cue.. damn stupid lahs... really addictive.. so i just told them, i dont want learn how to play.. =D

next wed... kbox... hahaha. gonna ask more classmates along.. that is.. if they wanna go...

mmms.. very tired... macro econs homework... long day tomorrow... maybe gonna go take a nap first.....

hua jie shuo, wo bu shi bai chi... zhi shi zhi shang di... =D

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

okays.. still in mum's office.. she's having her con. call.. and it's all caucasians and everything.. and their accent is really nice.. hehs..

playing BEP's song now.. very... hmmm... addictive? kekes..

using my mum's ex-boss notebook.. very small.. very light.. i like it alot~ but i cant have it.. lols.. =P

alrights.. shall look for something to do.. i'm damn bored now... i still have my POA homework.. have to rush tonight...

mms.. kaes.. last entry for tonight.. been blogging a bit too much lately.. haks... tata~

was doing the first 10 tasks for my Excel training for BCA... i'm like... argh! wth... very waste time la...... there's still 60 more tasks to go.... damn crap lahs....

mmms... gonna be staying in my mum's office till 10.. crappy.. i dont know why i came over.. hahaks.. i think it's because of the food here... =P

kays.. i have to go to the toilet already.... =D update later.

in sch library now... Ah Beng damn slack.. just say wanna go orchard.. havent do finish his part wanna run... my fake mummy want kill him..

damn slack damn slack....

slept until 1.30... didnt go for lecture.. didnt do anything i was supposed to do.. damn crap. humph..

very fun... loving my LMS mates.. hahaks.. bye!

it's sooo cold~! yeaps. i'm freezing.. but i don't wanna off the air-con.. i cant sleep without it.. i think... and right now, i'm feeling horrible.. nose blocked terribly...

finally managed to finished what i had to do for written comm..... argh.. i still have a script to write.. alright. it's just a short scene..

anyhow.. i haven't decided if i wanna go for management lecture tomorrow.. how how? i know i'll be going myself.. 'cos my two other mates won't be going, i think... i'll feel bad if i skip.. but.. i'm very lazy....

look at what i have to do tomorrow...
- change my jeans
- pick up the camera from my cousin's place (maybe)
- go down to sch at 4 (yes, 4pm) to do project -.-"

and it feels like there's still much more to do... i'm stressing myself out i guess... worrying that i havent finish this and that and that... haks.. silly me.

alrights.. i just remembered there's still BCA i need to do... cya!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

it's gonna be a long one....

yeaps.. i said in two entries before.. i kinda dislike Roxy.. maybe it's due to the influence by some girl in my class... the few girls around me... all agree that she's very not friendly... like the "I am high-class, you're low-class" kinda girl... very arrogant.. and it's like.. we realised. everything she does, we dont like.. lols..

nevermind.. but she's so Roxy la... and i realised.. i kinda dislike arrogant b*tches who are fond of Roxy.. there is a classification for these kind of girls.. yeaps.. and thus leads to my dislike for Roxy.. Ripcurl rules more..! =D

and then.. my previous entry talked about some auntie.. eeww.. her dress sense itself is already very.. erms... ya... then she had this trolley full of groceries and whatever you can buy at Carrefour...

so.. she took her own sweet time in placing the items at the counter...... like.. she had to separate the food items and the non-food items... but.. iya.. very mixed up.. and then she was like.. scolding her daughter or smth... den even shouted at the mother or mother-in-law.. whatever la.. kinda pissed me off... argh!

hahaks.. yeaps.. and now it comes to Mr. and Mrs. Smith... really nice. really good.. though i dont like action movies, but this is really good.. Brad Pitt.. whoo~ Angelina Jolie is hot.. ok.. i'm speaking for the guys.. ya.. so just go catch it alright?

k la.. i'm feeling horrible... that's all for today.. niteys!

ooo.. forgot to blog about some auntie i saw at Carrefour.. she's.. erm.. terrible.. yups..

*sniff sniff*

going out to watch Mr. & Mrs. Smith already... blog later.. provided i remember what i wanna blog.. =P byeee~

midnight madness at City Link and Suntec City... yeaps.. i went la.. City Link Mall was like 10pm to 12am.. then Suntec City was 12am to 2am..

damn tired now... bought two tops only.. my brother bought two shirts from Flash'n'Splash.. it was like 15% discount.. they never have any discount or whatsoever normally.. ya.. then the girls' apparels were like.. Roxy.. and i kinda dislike Roxy.. i'll talk about that in another entry..

yeaps.. and ya.. went to the wake earlier on.. then there were the hei se hui... as in the gangsters la.. yes... the huge group kinda thing.. 50-60 people.. ranging from 14 - 50+ years of age.. yeahs.. it's like that..

shall go and wash up already.. niteys....

Saturday, June 11, 2005

the heater's spoilt... i've to bathe with COLD water for the next few days... gosh! i think i'll die...

last night i bathed late... and damn it.. i was freezing cold when i got out.. my nose was blocked terribly.. i couldn't breathe at all.. i even had to put on a jacket to go to bed.... ok.. i sleep in an air-con room.. even if it's freezing cold.. ya...

and this morning.. i felt terrible.. just terrible.. didnt go for CIP.. and slept till 4.30 just now..

it's raining heavily now.. supposed to have gone out for dinner.. but... ya.. later going to a wake with mummy.. i dont know why i agreed... i need rest.... but if she's going to Suntec's late night shopping.. i can forego my rest...... =S

Friday, June 10, 2005

damn brother.. pissed me off again..

anyways.. just came back from PCK musical.. it was nice la... very funny.. and when it ended, Gurmit Singh's daughter presented him a bouquet of flowers.. very sweet~

took a cab back with my cousin.. passed by Geylang and there was hardly anything.. even though it was the even number streets..

very tired now.... there's CIP tomorrow also.. wondering how am i gonna wake up.. at Commonwealth!! what have i gotten myself into.. arghs.. yea.. i think i mentioned it before.. anyhow.. it's gonna be hell for me.. =(

gonna take a bath.. wait for my cornflakes.. and rest early i think.. niteys!

damn crap.. i went to sch.. reached there at 3.. sat there.. talked crap. discussed about project work.. disturb ah beng.. i went to the toilet. came back, almost everyone's gone.... -.-"

i looked at my watch.. 4pm.. what the heck.. lols... but i like the tutor.. he ok with everything... i think he likes ah beng.. haha. =D

e-learning for BCA next tuesday... intended to skip management lecture.. but.. have to go back and do project at like 4pm... *mad* do until what time ah.. nevermind.. it's fun.. =D but i guess i'm still skipping management lecture la... it's kinda crappy..

kk.. i'm gonna be late if i continue.. tata!

gosh... i'm feeling sick... have been feeling sick since.. wed? one of my classmate passed me her flu or smth.. i'm having a bad blocked nose since.. but.. i realised i've got sinus.. haks.. whatever.. i dont know what it is now.. running nose or sinus?

mmms.. had a terrible headache during econs tutorial.. and like i said, i did my tutorial.. my answers were like.. one paragraph long.. when he went through. some were like only one sentence?! i was like.. what the heck..?

management tutorial is a waste of time.. crap. even the re-cap for lecture was just a mere extract from the notes given.. and throughout the whole tutorial, the tutor would be talking about something i didnt listen... it would be like.. 90% of the time, he tells us his stories.. and everything.. literally.. how many god-sons, god-daughters... oh my...

see.. now i've got so much crap to talk about.. life management skills tutorial 12.5 hours later.. gonna be equally crap and waste of time...

and. my jeans.... *freaks out* it was to big. i changed it.. then it was too short... and now, they dont have the longer length.... what am i gonna do?!?!?! haks.. change another pair... but.. i really like this pair!!!

and.. ya.. one last thing.. haha. saw jieying at bukit batok.. really really qiao... looks different, looking good... haha.

alrights... it's really long.. appreciate to have you people reading up 'til here.. =P going to bed already... i'm "dying"... *touch wood* niteys!

Thursday, June 09, 2005

finally.. tomorrow's tutorial starts only at 3.. yeah!

gonna watch PCK musical with my cousin.. yups.. just me and my cousin, von.. =D

oh oh.. there's voluntary CIP on saturday.. i put down my name like... 2 weeks ago.. now i aint sure if i really wanna go.. it's at Commonwealth... 9am.. wth. =( but nevermind.. it's good.. and on top of that.. there's CCA points..

hmmms.. mind block.. update later...

okok.. i cant tag in my own tagboard.. so here comes the replies...

baiyu, yes.. my sch is damn slack..

hopengyu, my sch.. lectures can skip.. seriously, i think no one cares.. but tutorials definitely have to attend..

siyu, yea.. hahas.. i wanted to be late on purpose.. the lecture was bullshit.. total waste of time.. hahaks..

vee.. haha. i'm not stressed.. just damn tired.. hahas... don't worry, i'm alright..


and erms.. i think i was damn pissed just now lahs.. shall not talk about it again.. otherwise i think i gonna flare up again.. anyhow.. i'm gonna take a bath and sleep early.. erms.. it's early for me.. =D niteys~

i'm proud of myself.. i kept complaining i didnt understand a damn thing in macroecons lectures and tutorials.. but i went to the library to do my tutorials.. and i realised.. it's damn easy.. lols.. well.. i didnt do all the questions.. but still.. i did it on my own! yeah!!! hahaks..

hmmms.. darn tired the whole week.. aint getting enough sleep.. and the lectures and tutorials are so damn boring........ booo....

and yeah.. someone's irritating me in school... imagine a guy "boxing" a girl just because a girl says something the guy doesn't like... peng.. i'm the innocent party... =( kena box.. wah lao.. i damn bu shuang la.. but.. i cant say anything.. cos he's my "mummy".. my supposedly da jie, er jie's "mummy".. freaks out!

ok la.. i mean.. well.. iya.. i dont know what to say la.. just really pissed... where got guy anyhow beat girls de.. and for all the wrong reasons.. damn you.. some more he can tell me, a guy is supposed to go after a girl.. as in.. waiting at the bus stop.. even if his bus comes, still have to wait until the girl goes off first den he can go..

what crap! can tell me this la... but also can anyhow box girl la... wah lao.. i'm like super pissed the more i talk about it.. peng! i'm sorry. BUT i hate it when guys beat girls... damn you! and yeah.. he actually pointed the middle finger at me because i say Macroeconomics is crap. just because he likes econs.. wtf.

kk.. no more nonsense from that crap person...

gonna be a slack and long day... *wonders how am i going to pull through the longggg day........*

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

*SIGH~*

i just finished doing my POA homework.. and it's still not completed.. i totally don't understand the last question about whatever it is.... the table was rather easy.. but i did it wrong thrice! had to re-draw and re-draw and RE-DRAW!

i think i'm going mad~ and then there's still WCOM project to do tomorrow after school.. i so dont feel like going!

hur~ i need sleep... it's freakin' 3am in the morning already... niteys!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

woke up late.. decide to be late for lecture.. and ya.. i wasted an hour there.. then management lecture was so crap, almost the whole lecture theatre of students were talking.. what crap.

now BCA workshop/tutorial... 3 hours! =(

Monday, June 06, 2005

kaos... BCA assignment almost blinded me... all those keying in of numbers and following instructions almost killed me... really dumb lors.. bth.. *cries*

*yawn~* tomorrow's gonna be a long but useless day... management.. wth.. but nevermind.. i believe it's gonna be fun..

kk... i shall go bathe and sleep already.. i'm damn damn tired......

nail addiction @ suntec t4.. outside carrefour.. hidden in a corner.. hiaks.. just went and did a manicure... not fantastic.. but i like their service.. haks..

macro econs is getting crappy.. more and more crappy... i could have read the notes myself.. wth.... moreover the environment was rather conducive for sleeping.. i really almost fell asleep..

damn it. how the hell am i supposed to study hard with this kinda attitude.. lols.. i don't know.. just see how it goes...

having written communications now.. the tutor is crap..

the assignment is equally crap.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Gelare's ice-cream is sooo heavenly~

los.. playing Monopoly with my small bro. then he told me the other day he was playing with my other bro.. and he went to jail.. then as everyone knows, if you throw a double, you'll get out of jail.. so he got a 6-6.. and so, my bro said he's a lucky *censored*... told then he threw again.. he got a 4-4.. den he had to go back to jail.. lols.

and again.. he got another 5-5.. so he could get out of jail... when he threw again, he got another 5-5.. and he went back to jail... =D

now.. he got a Chance card.. and it says "It's your birthday. Collect $100 from each player." it really is his birthday. lols.......

ok.. first up.. my apologies to some of you.. because i havent been tagging that much. ermss... i think tagging has peak period or something.. cos everytime i wanna tag, i cant.. =D wahahas.. so i'm damn sian already lahs..

and yeaps.. i wanna watch crossroads.. i watched the first disc last nite.. gonna to watch the second disc later...

and ohs.. one last thing.. i think it's becoming a routine for me to wake up and go to the market with my grandma every sunday.. haha. i did that for the last two sundays.. and tmrw.. ers.. i mean, today, i'm going again! haha... actually it's not the market thing.. but it's the breakfast thing.. it's kinda fun!

that's all for now...

Saturday, June 04, 2005

i'm so damn tired... slept only at 4.15.. and yet now.. i'm being woken up by erm... noise... =(

my door was closed.. my window's too... but.. i can hear my aunt talking.. *sigh*

then my mom asked me to off the air-con.. i went into my bro's room.. and i saw him lying there.. and he said "i'm too lazy to move.."

haha. now i cant go back to sleep..

mmms.. 5 months have passed since the beginning of the year... it's so fast.. is it just me? because i really feel that.. it's just a mere 5 weeks... this year just seem to move on so much faster than last year... or is it because, when you're happy, everything seems to be shorter..

hmms... was watching Guess Guess Guess.. and the twins are so twins.. hahas.. what crap..

iyos.. i had alot to say just now... but my mind's a blank now.....

Friday, June 03, 2005

oks.. my LMS project. we were suppose to concentrate on relationships, and how to live a fulfilling life... then, we asked him, what is fulfilling life and everything... and of course, the tutors wont answer us directly... so he turned and asked me, "do you think you have lived a fulfilling life?"

without thinking, i blurted out a "no".. and so he asked why.. and i just told him, because very very very boring...

and he asked each and everyone in my group.. then he talked about his experience.. saying that he's happy because he has enough to eat, clothes to wear and a shelter over him... and being able to contribute a little something to those who requires help.. he went on and on...

then i sat there and thought.. i do have enough to eat, clothes to wear and a shelter over me.. i have family and friends who care... i am able to help those who are in need.. i have everything that i want.. why am i still unhappy about my life...

anyhows... IAC lesson was really fun... everyone was simply energetic throughout the whole tutorial... the tutor is cool, the module is cool... but... we'll only have 6 lessons... what crap.. *sigh* and yeaps.. i had a great day today.. it was really fun..! =)

and of course.. happy 17th birthday to my dear girl!

my IAC tutor looks damn rugged.. but. he's one weirdo. cos he doesn't watch tv, or read the newspaper.. haks.. and u can talk to him about anything and everything. super cool... plus. he's about 30 only... very young.. haha.

and erms.. i'll update later about what my LMS tutor asked me today that got me thinking real hard...

Thursday, June 02, 2005

hehs... bought a smaller cover for my laptop.. fitting perfectly.. happy happy.. gonna sell off the bigger one to my classmate.. just hope he wont change his mind la...

mmmss.. Lin JJ's song on the 9 o'clock show is so nice~ i want~ i support local talent! =D

ehss... yeapss... beginning to like my class more and more.. my management tutor is so cool, so funny and full of stories.. right.. and he looks so damn blur. PLUS he says he's introvert.. but. he doesn't look like one.. lols.. then he treated the class to coffee and tea.. haha. but the tea sucks la. anyhows.. it's only 35cents.. cant expect much..

yepss.. canteen food is so gud.. cheap and good... uh huhs..

iyos.. i wanna go on and on.. but you, my reader, will be tortured.. so yupps.. i'm gonna stop. =P oks... i'm gonna watch the show.. it's damn funny la..

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

kk.. i just happened to turn to Channel U and there's this program that's talking about the Subutex and drug addicts using it to mix with other drugs.. and i recalled that i actually read an article about this drug...

it's actually meant to be used to stop the heroin addiction or something.. and i just wonder... why would people wanna do drugs when they know of the consequences...

really wonder what's happening to the world... why do drugs.. why..

ok.. i think i should just go back to doing my homework.. gonna be a long day tomorrow....

that's all that i'm wishing for.... but.... wishes are dreams that would never come true.....

crap crap. ok.. my BCA tutor is lame. and now my POA tutor is so cool.. he just went thru' the tutorial homework. went thru' a little classwork.. and a lil' bit of everything. and tada! tutorial ended... only 1 hour! haha. he's damn cool la..

and hmmm.. ya.. i cant connect to NP's network. somehow. and i'm so lazy to go over to the whatever is that place.. so.. heck!

iya. i'm supposed to be doing project work now la.. so.. ya... toodles~

i'm so so tired. dark rings showing.. eyes are feeling so dry.. feeling blurry.. having a slight headache... wth.

alrights.. i'm off to bed already.