Tuesday, May 31, 2005

i'm loving Pizza Hut's drumlets... yummy! =)

happy already 'cos i bought the cushion cover for my notebook.. yay! no crumpler tomorrow~! =)))

had BCA workshop/tutorial... haks.. i like my tutor alot... he's damn funny.. he can talk about something and when no one laughs, he says just kidding and everyone starts laughing...

but.. BCA is lame. it's like. wasting time there la... other than the PBL part.. so.. ya....

and my goodness... the notebook + my bag is killing me... it's like.. the weight is concentrated on my left shoulder... i think it's breaking soon.. aches a hell damn lot. =S

hmm.. WCOM homework.. shall do it later.. wanna go walk around Suntec to look for my notebook's cushion casing.. else i will become the Hunchback of Notre Dame.. ok. lame.

Monday, May 30, 2005

ouh...~! my left knee's hurting me... =(

anyway. Madagascar.. dont have to use my brain... i literally laughed through the whole movie.. lols.. yupps.. it was good..

and erms.. i'm off to do my POA homework.. hehs.. procrastinated many days already... besides.. it's the holidays!! lols..

mmms.. yars.. that's it.. i wanna go on and on.. but i've got nothing to say.. so... ya... hahas...

macro econs is total bullsh*t la.

pure geog was a killer for me... and now there's still the GNP, GDP crap.. wth. it's so damn sian lorss... iyos.. and i totally didnt catch what that lecturer was saying.. he was just going so fast.. like you know, the machine gun.. yes.. that fast...

i still like Written Communications... hahs. the tutor.. she's quite nice... fun.. but first lesson everything excuse us.. i wonder what will happen in the following weeks...

yay~ Madagascar.. =D

Sunday, May 29, 2005

okies.. here's wishing all the best to everyone taking the O Level MT paper tmrw.. jia you!

ok. i'm so bored that i went and read Xiaxue's blog... and damn it. her entry on her birthday one is so darn long.. but i actually finished reading it.. haha.

alright.. i dont know what to do now.. i'm bored. i'm tired. but i don't wanna sleep. =D

Saturday, May 28, 2005

yeapss. went out with my darlings today.. and yeaps.. it was fun... more like a last minute decision on where to go and what to do... but we just ended up walking around aimlessly at PS..

had dinner at Pizza Hut.. and it's fabulous.. lolss.. walked over to Istana Park and took photos... it was really really fun... hahas..

and hmm.. what is it.. oh yeah.. about the MacroEcons is very much like A.Math.. it's wrong.. haks.. i guess my senior said Business Stats rather than MAEC.. iyas... it's like.. the same to me? hahas.. whatever... i love my time-table.. =))

i wanna do some shopping.. it's the Great Singapore Sale.. and if i don't get something i really want, i'll feel.... weird.. hahaha. *blehs*

hmms.. about half an hour ago, when i finished bathing and looked out of my daddy's room window... i saw a crazy fella jogging at the path downstairs.. it's like.. 12 midnight?!

anyhows.. i love LMS tutorials.. haha. i like the class... and i like the tutor.. he seems to have many interesting stories about himself... his daughter and son.. and whatever... it's really fun...

hmms.. time table fixed already... mon - thurs starts at 9am.. alternately ends at 1pm and 4pm.. so dumb! and fridays gonna be like... alternating 1pm - 5pm and 3pm - 5pm... equally dumb! but fridays will be like.. fun days... cos it ain't the core modules.. haha. so yupps... i love fridays! =P and ya.. because friday's class will have "better-looking guys" and fun guys..! haha. kk.. i sound so hua chi...

and yea.. going out tomorrow.. but i dont know where to go, what to do! *bleahks!*

oh oh.... there's many many many~ movies i wanna watch... but i aint got the time... *pouts*

Friday, May 27, 2005

oh yea.... i think i'm beginning to love POA lectures.. well... firstly, it's because of the LT.. the chair is like an armchair although it comes with that pathetic looking pull-out board (i won't call it a table or what-so-ever because it doesn't look like one and the A4 sized paper won't fit nicely)... lectures will be so... comfy... i was so tempted to sleep in there.. haha. and yea, secondly, POA is easy.. well.. the introduction part. haha.

it's so sickening to have school at 3pm.. because it's in the middle of nowhere.. like.. i don't know how to plan my time la.. damn sickening..

and oh. about my new class... i was like "huh...." when i saw the girls... then when i found out which guys are gonna be my tutorial mates... i went like "i don't want to change class la...." because the better-looking, or should i say, the fun guys are transferring over to TF23... bless me...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

POA is easy.. but.. it's confusing.. and the lecturer was just going on and on.. way too fast.. if she was a little slower, i might have understood what she was saying...

yay! school starts at only 3pm tomorrow.. haha. hmmm.. i wanna go collect my O Level cert.. and there's the talent time too... hmmm......

and oh.. the 852 bus ride home was horrible.. an hour long... sat until my back ached.. and i just had nothing to do on the bus... but maybe i'll enjoy a bus ride more than an mrt ride home... hee..

alrighteys.. i'm really really tired.. only 3 hours of sleep every night.. it's killing me.....! sweet dreams! =P

POA lecture later in the day... freak. and i heard MacroEconomics is A.Math.. or it's like A.Math... and i just hate A.Math... damn..

just when i thought i'm ok..
when i thought i've forgotten...
my heart turned back.
and i dreamt of you...

*edited

oh oh... yea.. i'm beginning to love Written Communications... Ms Thea's very nice, very funny.. haks.. and there'll be a BA Serve Cambodia trip.. i'm thinking of going... hmmm...

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

oh no... oh no oh no oh no..... i'm gonna transfer to the next class.. TF22... i dont want~~ i want to stay in TF23... =( i've just got to know the girls better.. well.. a bit better.. yet now i have to transfer...

why on earth did they arrange a class full of girls then later transfer us out, to transfer some guys in??? why~? and now have to know my classmates all over again.. *sigh~*

anyhow.. the textbooks cost a bomb.. and i only use them for one semester.. what the hell.. and now.. the thought of carrying the textbook and the notebook to school kind of freak me out...

ya huh. finished whining already.. =P yupp..

oh ya.. i forgot about my SB. it was so nice of him to wake up early in the morning to bring us down to the lecture theatre... and i was wondering if he would be late for his lecture..

then only much later then i found out that his lecture starts at 1pm.. haha. very good SB we've got.. i'm impressed. =D

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

alright. i just deleted my previous post.. and as i was saying. the weather was terrible... perspiring since i left my house... and i had to miss the bus... so i was like, walking damn fast to the mrt station..

first day at school. it's a horror... haha. i was just kidding. lectures for BCA and BMGT were spent trying to keep myself awake.. it was nothing useful (well, to me, it isn't useful)... ya.. so the lecturers were going on and on.. everyone else was just talking and talking....

and oh... the walk from one lecture theatre, to the other.. it's a nightmare... uphill, downhill, staircases... why is the school built this way? but nevermind.. at least i get my share of exercise.. =D

hmm.. raining now.. i'm gonna go rest. having this terrible headache due to the lack of sleep..

yup. i'm done with my rantings.. bye~

Monday, May 23, 2005

i'm so bored everyday... just blogging and tv.. and blogging and tv.. then, sleep.

*pouts*

k la.. i'm just bored... just felt like... blogging. ha!

k.. i'm off to bed. have to wake up at 6, though lessons start only at 9! wth.. lols. niteys...!

just watched The Eye 10 with grandma and mummy.. some parts were crap.. some freaked me out like nobody's business.. lols.. some, i was just laughing my a** off.. =X that sounds so crude..

school's starting.. yay? haha. whatever... i've got two pairs of earrings.. and i soo love it... haha..

ermm.. hmm.. ya.. i'm stuck here...

alrights.. i just wanna go out.. haha.

it's a monday morning. Maroon 5's Sunday Morning is blasting away on my radio...

what the heck am i doing up awake so early.. haha.. anyway. i'm proud of myself. 'cos i'm going to the "market" with my grandma after i stood her up on sat.. =D

it's crap la.. but.. it's been a long time since i went out for breakfast.. so.. ya.. dragged myself out of bed though i slept only after 3.. freak.. and school's starting tomorrow.. i wonder how am i going to adjust my sleeping hours..

the pimples that popped out are irritating the hell out of me... i wished they'd just disappear!

ok.. my SB just encouraged me not to attend the first lecture of the semester.. BCA lecture.. lols.. then when i looked at my time table again, there's still the BMGT lecture.. and the Business Stats lecture.. iyos.. *shakes head*

but then again, i cant seem to trust my time table.. it's different from my tutorial mates'.. so.. how? *wonders.....*

Sunday, May 22, 2005

realised i've been more cheerful lately..

but.. when i sit in front of the laptop... and i stare at the screen.. i wonder.. am i forcing myself to forget.. am i forcing myself to be happy..

i try hard to smile.. try hard to stay happy.. and try hard not to cry.. it's been a long time.. or maybe, i forgotten when i last cried...

anyhow.. i dont know if i'm just lying to myself.. saying it's all right.. everything will work out fine.. i guess it's just fine... i dont know if i'm thinking too much again...

*sigh*

just hoping that i'm really thinking too much.....

oh oh.. did i mention about the performance put up by the One Voice, One Song winner..? the bA talent time thingy... he sang Li Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui... soooo nice!! haha.. k la.. maybe because he's quite good-looking also..

supper later... feeling so lazy now.. dont know if i really want to go..

hmmm.. k la.. might go and bathe now.. =D

the cramps were hell.. i almost fainted while i was walking out to take a bus to northpoint... i turned back halfway, because my vision was blurring... broke out in cold sweat.. it was horrible...

i almost died-ed... totally awful feeling... i guess it's because of the cold wind blowing at me...

but an hour later, i felt ok already.. and was practically laughing away.. and my mum told me that i scared her... my face and lips were damn pale.. haha. i guess i would have scared everyone i saw..

i cant imagine that we girls actually have to suffer like that... oh my.. i wonder what it would be like giving birth to a baby.... *freaks out!!!* =D

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

last day of bAoc'05 yesterday... was more fun.. compared to the first day... i didn't go on the second.. but heard it was fun, but a long day...

it was three hell hours in the convention centre yesterday.. all that sitting.. almost killed me.. my butt was aching, legs were aching... my SBs told us to say "aiyah...~" when we had to stand, but when i stood, i went like "ahhhh....." haha.

the performances were great, the Masters of Ceremony were great (they were damn funny), but something was just missing... probably the enthusiasm.. maybe because the people around me weren't enthusiastic, it wasn't really fun.. (ok, i just contradicted myself...)

i don't know what else to say... i don't really look forward to see my classmates.. well.. i heard there are actually 19 girls.. 4 of whom i have yet to see.. but i doubt they'll be very much different..

i miss secondary school....

Friday, May 20, 2005

i'm up damn early... i've got one and a half hour before i leave the house... three hours before i'm required to reach school.. i'm so bored, i have nothing to do..

and the internet seems nothing to me now.. i dont play games.. i dont do nothing... lols. so i'm really bored.. browsing the same websites, over and over again.. booo......

alrighteys.. i'm gonna eat something.. then slack and watch tv... until it's time to leave the house... hahaha.. sounds so me, lazy. =D

haha. ok.. i didnt watch Star Wars... i'm not a die-hard fan like my brother. but.. i'm rather amused because in every single episode, i seem to hear that phrase.. "May the Force Be With You..."

but i really like Yoda.. concentrate, you must... haha. learn to talk like him, i will.. =D

last day of orientation later in the day... hmm.. school is gonna start next tuesday.. can't wait.. haha. i've seen the time-table.. if it's the correct one, fridays will only start at 3pm and end at 5pm.. haha. what a waste of time travelling 2 hours to and fro...

alright.. i'm stucked.. i dont know what else to add on.. will sleep soon after finishing vcd.. niteys!

Thursday, May 19, 2005

it's rather dumb to wake up at 5am to go for sports day... moreover. i only managed to fall asleep at 3, after tossing and turning in bed for an hour.. it was torturous... i was like what my mum said, tired physically but not mentally..

anyway. i chose the option of not going... because currently, i totally cant breathe properly.. my nose is blocked! and like i said, it's rather dumb to wake up at an unearthly hour for sports day..

guess i'll be visiting the doctor with my mum later in the day.. so right now, i'm going back to sleep, or mayb, try.. cos i'm quite awake already. although i'm feeling real damn tired..

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

okok.. guess there was no attempted break-in. the sound i heard, probably came from the mop which hit some metal part of the sliding door in the toilet. and the shadow was probably the neighbour's.. so.. ya...

anyway. my tutorial group. ALL GIRLS! 16 girls. yup.

rather quiet classmates i've got. or maybe, it's just the first day... i dont know..

tomorrow.. 7.30am have to report to sch... *cries* i'm sooo tired...........

i didn't sleep well the whole night. rather disturbed by something which i don't know. my body's aching terribly... and my eyes... very dry.

6 more days....

i cant believe it...

damn.

this is crap. @#$%

heart beats fast. silence. filled with possibilities..

was blowing my hair dry just now, ready to go to bed. thought i heard the main gate open and i thought daddy came home. so i stopped, wanting to go say hi to him..

but when i walked out of my room, i saw mummy walking slowly down the steps, telling me someone's outside.. my heart skipped.. wonders, is someone trying to break in? then i asked mummy what happened.

someone tried to open the main gate, and i saw shadows... *gasp*

call the police! call la~ what if........... what if....... blah blah blah~

then i went to call daddy, asking him where he is... told him what happened.. shaking..

went to the main toilet, and i saw the mop on the floor... *speechless*

haha.

alright, daddy's home now.. =D shall not tell him about the mop in the toilet. =P

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

my new shoe!

hehs. went to causeway point with mummy. that little thing followed along. ok that's rude. =D my lil' bro..

tomorrow gotta go down for bAoc. 12.30.. hmph!

my room's very messy. but i'm lazy.. i just cleared the cupboard full of socks.. the stench was outrageous even though those were washed, clean socks... it was unbearable... *faints*

yep. off to watch tv.. =D

this sh*t is bananas, B-A-N-A-N-A-S!

is it just me..? because i cant seem to check my mails....

Monday, May 16, 2005

i'm so bored.. really really bored..

i want to buy my shoes.. yet mummy she's so lazy.... it has been on my agenda for a few months already.. argh...

oh yeah.. brother's becoming vain... lol..

finished lovers in paris.. and mummy's forcing me to watching Ai Shang Nü Zu Bo with her...

and ya. i cant remember the name of my senior who called me to remind me to go down for the bAoc thing on wednesday... ha!

Sunday, May 15, 2005

was watching Gen-Y Cops 2 just now. so mesmerised by Edison.. haha.

one week before school starts... wondering how it will be like... gosh..

kk. i dont know what else i wanna say..

update later.

Everyday when you return from your school, whether or not it is from a secondary school, a junior collage, a polytechnic, or ITE, you would probably think that school sucks. All that work and torture under your lecturer's or teacher's homework or assignments, or tutorials...

But think about this, i mean really think. All the time spent with your classmates, all the laughter, sorrows, and happiness of knowing that your friends are there in your class.

Now imagine them gone, perhaps part of them or even all of them. You may not realise it, but when advancing into the next level of education, it is inevitable that some friends will be parting with you.

What is all this you ask yourself, what I ask is of you to think, for those who received this mail, what do those people who were once or were still your classmates and friends meant to you. Anyone who has at least finished their o levels and has graduated from respective schools would know the feeling of parting with your classmates and friends.

Not knowing when you still see them again. Perhaps the next day, the next week, month, years, or even decade. Perhaps one day, you would realised how bitter sweet those memories were, the fun you had with your classmates and friends.

That is why ever so often when you asked someone which is the most fond memories they had in their years in education, they would often have that sadness in their eyes, but yet, they smile briefly. It's the memories of their school friends. Those unforgettable years of laughter and happiness in school. Each classmate had suffered under the same stresses in school. The teachers, whether they are kind or extremely strict.

So treasure your schooling days, don't complain, because you never know when you will miss them dearly. And perhaps, shed a tear for those treasured times in your youth.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

i'm loving beard papa so much! haha. plus the bottled iced latte daddy bought.... wow..... =D

Friday, May 13, 2005

the new desktop came. and daddy set it up.. now... i find it so huge.. 17" flat panel.. i wont get myopia definitely... it's huge!

anyway.. high-tea as planned today. at... Meritus Mandarin.. well... not fantastic.. because it's KL style.. but i just love the lemon mousse sooo much! it's sooooo soft.... yummy.

and i got my sling bag... The Considerable Embarrassment... ha! from Crumpler ya... that explains why it's called The Considerable Embarrassment... just hope i wont get bored facing that orange thing.. =D but anyhow, i love it now! =P

walked around Paragon..... mummy has very expensive taste.... the bags she eye, are of four-figures... and i simply told her. go pray for me at the temple, that i'll meet a rich and good husband... =D

booked from the 18th to the 20th for bAOC.. i dont understand why must it be spread out over a period of 3 days... my tutorial group supposedly is TF23.. anyone reading this in that tutorial group? guess not.

oh.. now i find the screen too bright... but i love the keyboard, it's soft.. easy to type on...

aching everywhere... guess that's the after effect of staying up till 6.30 in the morning.. =D

it's so long already..

kk.. i'm off for light dinner and to watch the final episode of Beautiful Illusions....

i was reading through my testimonials in friendster... and then i realised. i miss secondary school life sooo much!

not that i miss the teachers or whatever... but just that environment.. my friends, classmates... and all that fun we shared... *sigh~~*

haha. and ya. the thought of travelling to poly now is scary..... it's an hour to and fro everyday... and though meeting new friends might be good.. but.. i'm still all alone in that brand new environment....... argh! freak-o... what on earth was i thinking about during the JAE...?!

kk.. stop whining... my brothers are up and awake, all going to school.... when i'm about to go to bed... lols!

watching lovers in paris again... the bit*h is really bit*hy.. and the innocent girl is so innocent..... right.. bullsh*t again...

just finished a cup noodle and a cup of instant soup.... so unhealthy.. but i'm hungry...

hmm.. so so bored... guess i'm staying in ngee ann for good... now i dont know if that's good or bad.... *sigh~*

Thursday, May 12, 2005

didnt know why i actually crawled out of bed and dragged myself for the FOC Convention..

ok.. there was the speech. then performances by the various CCA groups.. ya.. that's about all...

high-tea with aunties tomorrow.. =D

it's like that y'all..

i'm still awake... ya.. mummy's watching lovers in paris.. while i just finished editing the blog skin.. kinda suits my blog address eh? =P

i guess i cant get to sleep.. getting kind of sleepy though.. *yawn~*

no one's online now.. ok.. other than my mad brother.. who still has exams tomorrow.

right.. finishing tv soon.. going to bed already.. very tired. what a huge change of mind within a minute.. haha.

oh no.. my brother is soon becoming mad.. he's waking up at 2 - 3am just to study for the exams.. i mean.. the mid-year exams are giving him too much pressure to do well... oh no...

may he survive through all these sh*t and still be as normal as possible..

*laughs*

*edit
just made two cup noodles... but not for my own consumption.. for my mummy n brother. but i'm enjoying a big cup of milk... *yummylicious..* haha. that's to console myself...

i just feel like going on n on.. just cant stop... my eyes are tired.. but i dont wanna sleep yet. i cant.. i dont know why.. maybe, i just dont want.. =X kk.. ignore what i have to say.. it's all bullsh*t...

the wind's so strong outside now... so strong that the trees are shaking... never before have i experienced this...

oh... i bought a winnie-the-pooh mug.. love it soooo much! hee.. although i'm so scared i might break it... it's porcelain... =S

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

so freaked out.. the wireless network is horrible.. argh!

spent 2 hours at SGH un-fruitfully... that stupid hour wait for the doctor. 3 minutes consultation.. n there goes 21 bucks.. n it's not me who's seeing the doc..

but there was one doctor who caught my eye.. haha. nevermind. just for admiring purpose.

oh.. i almost forgot.. ngee ann poly tmrw!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

another new toy, like mummy say... =))

i'm so sooo bored....

watching Lovers in Paris now with mummy... Han QiZhu is sooo cute.. haha. he aint gud looking.. but becos he's so block-headed, he's so cute.. haha.

argh!! i'm still very bored.....

"A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep... In dreams, you lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep..."

Monday, May 09, 2005

Mothers' Day lunch was on saturday. at Coca... wasnt as great... very crowded.. n i simply disliked some woman there.... she was.. argh!

gave my mummy her bag... she was like one mad woman.... haha. she lurves it...

well.. first day of holiday for me... aint enjoying it... kinda bored in fact.. nevermind, going out with my mum later.. she's on two weeks break too!! lols.. it was my idea~

Lovers in Paris. it's superb... lols.

Friday, May 06, 2005

last day of work today..... was rather slack... colleagues were especially nice.. i wonder why... =P

anyway.. bought the team some snacks... got a lil' present from them.. from m)phosis. kinda nice... some of them bought me lunch, it was fabulous~ haha. will miss my colleagues there... =(

n hmm.. i dont know wat else i wanna say.. it'll be total bullshit if i continue writing on........

bought my mummy the bag she likes... she dont know.. or mayb, she act blur... =P

i bought a t-shirt from pure milk.. kinda nice, i like.. haha. den i bought evelyn rose fragrance from crabtree n evelyn.. n i bought beard papa.. yummie!

so so tired... it's my last day le!! but... a bit bu she de le... cos.. i've learnt so many things... n now, it's of no use already.... argh!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

i am so very tired.... my body just aint functioning well... argh!

anyway... last day's on friday... happy? hope so...

school's starting soon... wat a waste of my 6 months holiday. 4 and a half months spent working... all i hope is, after all this shite, i'll start studying hard... i hope.

i cant slp now... tell me how........

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

feeling so darn awful now.....

Monday, May 02, 2005

Elvin Ng is soooo gud looking...!!!

watched coach carter... i'd give it 4/5.. really nice.. enjoyed it alot.. moreover... it was a midnight movie...

hmmm... last week at work... happy happy... then i'm gonna have two weeks break.. n school starts...

went down to town with mummy... did quite a fair bit of shopping... bought myself enough clothes.. (i think)

ok... i've finally realised... holidays r soooo boring... especially public holidays... there's hardly anything nice to watch or whatsoever... it's pure lazing arnd...........