Thursday, March 31, 2005

oh ok.. i tot the entry wasnt published... watever..

oh no.. i just feel like blabbering nonsense... it's horrible trying to avoid talking to ppl i dont wanna talk to.. imagine... most of the time i wanna talk, but i cant talk... cos there's no one to talk to... oh no.........

hmmm.. wanted to blog 20 hours ago. com was down. mummy's laptop was so damn slow.. i wanted to say........

i bought my tote!!! 2 in fact.. haha. happy happy..

ok.. enough of that. hmm.. think i'm changing my phone soon.. bleh~ =P

yay! i bought two totes from ripcurl! =D

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

hen xiang qian zhe ni de shou, kao zhe ni jian bang, bao zhe ni ku... dui ni shuo: "wo yao ai de ren.... shi ni...."

nice?

hmmm.. watched Lemony Snicket's: Series of Unfortunate Events.. the little girl.. CUTE! lols... really.. it's gibberish that's coming out from her mouth.. but then.. there's the subtitles.. which is actually wat the lil' girl is talking abt.. n it's so damn farnie...

Jim Carrey is so.. YUCK! in the movie.. pure disgusting.. eeeww....

n ya.. i'm tired...

ooo.. gonna look at more bags tmrw with mummie.. haha. *blehs*

kk... think.. i'm gonna slp at 2 again.. n oh yar.. there was an earthquake.. not becos.. i didnt eat = faint feeling..

alrite alrite.. niteys!

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

oh no.. i felt the tremble from the indonesia earthquake or smth.. really freaked me out..

mummy n i tot we were giddy.. even tot smth's wrong with the building..

bro looked at the toilet bowl, the water was moving... mummy looked at the toilet bowl.. it's moving oso.. so lame rite..

den my bro asked if we cud evacuate the building.. -.-"

oh no.. i forgot wat i wanted to say.... kkk.. gud nite.

Monday, March 28, 2005

just got home.

some freaks in the office are pissing me off like nobody's business.. especially one.. who's so girl-girl.. biatch~ like wat my aunt said, she's so damn spoilt.. like.. argh! just cant wait to stop work in that office.. oh my..

n then comes the taxi driver.. tail-gate the car in front.. n all the sudden braking~ oh shit.. i was purely cursing n swearing at him.. felt like vomitting sooooo horribly in his cab.. i wonder what'd happen..

oh oh... i wanna buy a tote bag!! i need to buy a tote bag!! i wanna go shopping!!!!!!

kk.. i'm outta here.. very. very. hungry!

i was just walking arnd the house aimlessly.. up n down.. wanting to eat a panadol.. but.. decided not to.. mayb.. i wanna fall sick...

body's aching.. head's hurting.. feeling so so sick.....

Sunday, March 27, 2005

hmm.. slept a whole 16 hours today.. having a headache now.. falling sick yea?

thoughts running thru my head.. i dont know wat i wan.. m i still holding on... or have i loosen my grip...? all i need is... someone who'd listen......

someone told me.. i've become anti-social... shi zhen de ma?

i'm numb....

oooooolala.. i lurve this skin.. although there were others which were nicer.. but... inappropriate. the lovey-dovey kind of thing..

anyway...... wat did i wanna say? oh no..

kk.. whoever wanna watch movie, sms me, ask me along... k? i'm bored at home.... =S

kk.. off to bed now.. niteys!

hmm.. alumni gathering wasnt fantastic.. kinda.. boring actually.. but the gathering later was kind of fun.. it feels like.. primary school days again.. =S stayed at safra until almost 12.45 before i left for home..

omg.. then they were just talking abt those things la.. it all started with.. the eye 10.. iyos.. really freaked me out when jocelyn showed us one of the ways to see those things.. den they started talking abt every horror movie.. the eye, the eye 2, ju-on.. n on n on.. really freaky.. but.. fun! haha.

having a little headache now.. sore eye... tired.. oh my.. these two nites.. really fun.. it'll be so much better if i cud even stay out later... but.. i think i shd know my limits la.. =D but mummy didnt scold either..

n ya.. the com's just screwing up on me.. so irritating..

hmmm.. i wanna watch two or three movies in a row.. anyone?

Saturday, March 26, 2005

damn freaking tired these few days.. almost dead.. =S

went out today.. with them.. wasnt exactly fun.. but.. iya.. dont know.. den went over to jy's hse.. n then to andrew's bbq.. omg.. saw him for only 3 minutes??? den left le... the people there r like.. i dont know u!!!

den went n watch hitch.. kinda.. nice.. touching. hilarious.. it's just... nice.

going to the alumni thing tmrw nite..... dont even know if i should in the first place.. but.. iya. michelle's going.. so i go with her.. den psycho-ed xs to go.. dont think i gonna stay there long too..

hmmm... i wanna watch Miss Congeniality.. wanna watch House of Fury.. charlene! =S

but now.. i feel like sleeping........

Thursday, March 24, 2005

oh.. finally i'm finished with wat i've been doing the whole nite.. it's just driving me nuts... esp the darn computer..

back's aching like shit.. i wanna scream.. i really need my bed now...

gud nite everyone..

so freakin'-darn-fuckin' pissed... really wanna scream.. cant take it.. i'm so freakin tired n everything.. and the computer's screwing up on me.. damn this piece of shit.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

work seem to suck alot today.. not in the mood to do anything..

dont think i'll be able to get into media n comm.. cut-off pt is 12... called sp twice.. asked abt banking n financial services.. they gave me two different cut-off points.. idiot.

but going to sp tmrw to appeal la.. at least i'd try..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

oh.. btw anyone going to np? just wanna know.. =S

the com's dead... finally.. n damn. cos i've got songs in there... many.. if i were to transfer songs from cds to the new com.. it'll be damn difficult.. but anyway.. the new com wont happen anytime soon.. so.. i'll just use mummy's laptop.. =D

anyway.. i think i am going to appeal.. might wan to transfer back to sp.. =S it's easier.. rite at the doorstep.. moreover.. if i cant do media n communications.. i'll just do banking n financial trading in sp.. afterall.. sp was my first choice rite from the beginning... i dont know.. have to check things out..

guess i'll take half day off thurs morning to go n appeal or something.. if i knew.. i shd have placed sp's course as my second choice.. damn it.

i'm posted to np. banking n financial services.. now tell me. is that a gud or bad thing...? cos i feel like appealing for my first choice, media n communications at sp. boo...

n thinking about everything.. travelling so far.. will be so damn tiring, so expensive.. oh shit.. this kinda sux now..

but anyway.. i shant complain.. cos i made my choice in the first place... eeeks.

i'm so freakin' confused!!!

mornin' morning~

25 minutes to posting release.. wat's the point?! i'll be in the freakin' train!!! blah~

lalala..

anyone else going to andrew's bbq????

Monday, March 21, 2005

i.. shall not bother abt anything anymore.. y bother to even try.. when u ignore us.. go tell everyone abt it.. go on.. i dont wanna care.. tell him.. ask him to come n scold me.. watever.. since i'm already being the bad girl..

argh! this just made my day..

Sunday, March 20, 2005

i wanna watch Hitch! my brother fang wo fei ji...~ go watch with i-dont-know-who.. i wanna watch Son of the Mask.. i wanna watch Boogeyman.. i wanna watch movie!!! =( toopid brother..

hmm.. lunch was fabulous~ at Coca Novena.. since there were 15 of us.. we had the room to ourselves.. it was like.. woohoo~ VIP.. loL~ the waiters n waitresses kept coming in.. wow~ haha..

cousin's bday today.. turning 21.. lucky ass.. he got an iPod mini from us.. a 200 bucks red packet from my grandma.. hahaha... n... he's gaining freedom~ which is not a very gud thing for him.. =D

Saturday, March 19, 2005

using mummy's laptop now... so damn slow.. argh~!

feeling sick today.. n work was damn boring... all the filing is driving me mad.. much more to go also.. ahhh!!!!

oh.. just remembered.. saw rosalind pho at raffles place the day before... shooting? i dont know.. den i saw eunice olsen.. i think.. with a guy at suntec yesterday.. eunice olsen.. hmm.. nbm.. i'm not interested in her...

anyway... anyone's going to andrew's bday bbq? let me know k? cos mayb i wanna go..... i dont know.. long time since i last saw him.. haha.

anyway.. i dont know wat's wrong with me.. my mum told me i had mood swings just now.. on the way home, pull a long face.. while watching tv, was talking rubbish with my bro.. laughing at my own lame jokes... see.. issit serious??? not first time anyway.. =X

n ya.. i'm so freaking pissed with someone at work.. dont wanna say too much... hush hush.. =P

hmmm... thinking of getting Britney's Curious.. or mayb.. J.Lo's Miami Glow... which one....? but the thing is.. the fragrances at home... can last me probably 2 - 3 years.. =S

i wanna go on blabbering.... oh.. yea yea... going to Coca in the afternoon for lunch to celebrate cussie's bday! he's 21!! hahah.. i'm so happy.. long time since i went there to eat.. n i just simply miss the chilli sauce, the fish glue, the cockles.. n so much more~~!!!

okok.. enough of my bullshit.. after this.. i'm gonna pull a long face again.. =S no la.. just guessing..

k k.. really too much bullshit...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

i wont be happier.

n i wont forget. never.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

i'm torn... so torn.. i dont know wat i shd do... everyone knows... i cant praise.. i cant say anything nice... how'd u expect me to talk to her... i really dont know how...

i'm so tired.. tired of everything...

haiss.. i'm really lost... i dont know where to go......

Friday, March 11, 2005

mum's out of town.. but is coming back tonite.. gonna fetch her.. finally going to the airport.. thou i was there just last week..

was on the way home.. memories flooded me.. thoughts.. n things that happened around me.. reality is harsh.. but.. seriously.. i dont wanna care anymore.. if losing a few frens is part n parcel of life.. den i dont wanna bother.. cos u dont matter much..

so tired.. march holidays is just next week.. but i dont have any.. oh... this sucks.


10 days.. n still counting....
every girl needs a shoulder to lean on.. to cry on.. n i'm a girl..

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

oh oh.. a few more things i wanna add.. hehe..

the way the ppl drive on the roads... it's damn scary... if u think drivers in Singapore are horrible.. think again.. many times i took the cab with my mum n her colleagues.. oh my.. many times we wud almost hit into another car.. becos they wud suddenly change lanes~ it sucks.. really! haha..

den.. another thing that's great abt Thailand.. is their tuk-tuks.. haha.. it's cute.. it's like.. trishaws.. but.. their tuk-tuk cud sit more ppl.. well.. i saw one with abt 6 or 7 boys squeezing in one... so damn cute.. a pity.. i couldnt take a picture.. mayb becos the camera had no battery.. or.. i was just slow.. haha..

oh.. n n... haha.. it's dumb.. on both flights to n from Bangkok.. my heart skipped a few beats whenever the plane drops from a certain height... mayb.. it isnt alot.. but.. really freaked out.. den i grabbed on mummy's hand kinda hard.... =X haha.. long time since i last sat in a plane la.. =S

hmm.. think that's all.. so tired these few days.. sleeping late.. yawning away in the office... *yawn~~~*

kk update on the Bangkok trip..

day 1...
arrived in Bangkok early morning.. checked-in to Pathumwan Princess Hotel.. n the shopping began immediately after lunch! haha.. it was really nice shopping.. but i disliked Bangkok hell lots.. it's dirty.. messy.. unsafe! so unlike Singapore..

went to the "high-class" shopping centre Central.. really high-class.. so much like Takashimaya.. but of cos.. Takashimaya is so much better.. had dinner at a restaurant in Chinatown.. it's fabulous~ i loved the sharks' fin, the Snapper.. best! haha.. den da-bao birds' nest back..

day 2....
woah.. woke up damn early to have breakfast.. n went of to the weekend market, Chatuchak.. i think that's how it's spelt.. i simply lurve that place.. thou it's a little too overcrowded, but the things there is so darn cheap.. when i get my own house, i'm gonna go there n shop! haha.. den had a fantastic lunch at a thai restaurent.. simply lurve it...! =P

went back to Mah Boon Krong.. which is connected to the hotel.. wah... i kinda like but dislike that place.. i dont know why.. haha... den had dinner on Chao Phraya Princess Cruise or something like that.. haha.. it was a funny dinner.. funny cos of the way my mum's colleagues laughed n joked abt some people.. so darn funny..

n oh oh... had an alcholic cocktail after dinner... at the hotel's lounge.. Margarita... yummy.. haha.. didnt like it at first.. den slowly.. the taste lingers.. it's really nice.. oops.. =X i shouldnt learn how to drink, rite? =P

ah... n btw.. i did see some transvestites... they're really really beautiful... seriously.. i tot they were women.. until they started to talk... den.. hmmm..... =S

day 3..
it was spent mostly at the World Trade Centre.. i dont know wat they call it there.. but before that.. went to pray at where the famous Four-faced Buddha is located.. i didnt pray though.. but.. there were alot.. n i mean alot of ppl there... n the thing is.. this little "temple" is located just beside a hotel... a very high-class hotel.. i guess.. hmm.. i should have prayed.. prayed for safety....... pray for urs...

anyway.. did more shopping... n my mother was simply complaining dat i cut a big hole in her pockets.. haha.. really.. if my future husband were to bring me on a holiday.. bring me to somewhere where they sell really expensive stuff... that way.. he'll still have alot of money left.. haha.. =X

n before i realised.. i was on the plane home..

oh oh.. something i forgot to mention.. on the flight to Bangkok.. there was this air steward.. i think he thinks i look so pathetic.. he offered me a Spongebob soft toy.. after dat... he came back with Patrick soft toy.. oh my.. my mum was laughing at me.. oh no~ i feel so embarrassed.. but.. i must thank the air steward.. at least he made me laugh.. =D

Monday, March 07, 2005

i'm back... so tired... had 2 nites of super duper great slp.. without any interruption.. it's so perfect...

will update more later.. so tired now..

gud nites...

Friday, March 04, 2005

hmm.. leaving for bangkok in.. less than 8 hours.. i'm so so tired... dont even noe if i brought wat i needed... seems like.. there's still alot of things i've yet packed in.. but actually.. my mum is complaining about me being so troublesome.. so many things to bring.. haha.. i think so too...

past few days.. havent been feeling really gud.. hope this shopping trip can cheer me up more ba.. hehs..

oh oh~~ just remembered.. it's someone's birthday today.. almost forgotten.. but anyway.. doesnt matter la.. =X hush hush.. think he reads my blog.. haha.. dont care!

hmmm.. mayb i shd continue to pack.. see wat i left out.. haha.. nites!

Thursday, March 03, 2005

think i've somehow made my decision in doing banking n financial services course in np.. cos i dont wanna choose banking or financial trading option in sp... rather study in general.. better.. or.. watever.. i dont know..

my mum asks me to try media n comm since i'm not eligible for mass comm.. but anyway.. i think i wont get it either... mayb shd just put in one of my options..

iyos~~ i'm gonna burst soon!!! so frustating.. peng!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

back to square one.. that's where i m rite now...

hmmm.. have to decide wat course i wanna do.. n i just cant... shortlisted a few... mass communication.. not very confident i can get into the course.. den comes business.. it's either business admin, or business studies at sp and np.. den comes the nie thing.. n den jc.. i noe.. jc is not for me.. but.. if i really get into jc.. i'll work really hard.. i haf to, i need to.. but.. i guess i'll still end up with business courses.. mayb... banking n financial course..

ah~ i hate making decisions.. eeeks.. really really horrible..

woke up from a beautiful dream.. facing reality rite now.. gosh.. it sucks.. am i really dat bad..?

ahh....~ i wanna scream.. it'll be better if i can cry.. cry it all out... den dont cry anymore.. can i? but i think i'm dehydrated already.. really drained...

hmmm... tough decision... wat course shd i take.. i really dont know....~

my results r ok... fullstop. please stop asking abt it already.. thanku veri much..

anyway.. today.. i mean.. yesterday sucks... horrible day.. worse... rite up till now.. feeling so horrible.. so much to say.. yet nothing comes out.. is there really no one there to talk to?

dont know wat i wan to do next.. so confused.. so tired.. so... drained...

u leave me to fend for myself.. leave me to wonder why.. tell me i'll be happier...
n i'm telling u this... i'll feel worse than ever....