Thursday, December 29, 2005

brrr.. freezing cold.. home about an hour ago after drinking alcohol almost the whole night. okay, that, was bullocks..

company d&d at Chocolate Bar. downed 2 bottles of Heineken, myself.. first time in 17 years i drank so much beer.. i never ever liked beer.. because all along, i sipped on Tiger and Anchor.. Heineken itself, is not as bitter as Tiger.. moreover, it was rather fun.. i mean, i finally understood what Jie Jiu Xiao Chou means.. really.

d&d was okay. totally smoked.. yes.. Smoked Vanessa. -.-" anyways, the food was okay.. but i didnt eat much.. what i did there, was to watch the girls dance.. i mean, most of them are like above 20.. so i literally saw what clubbing is like. just that the people i saw were all colleagues, except the telemarketing side, whom i first saw today..

left at about 11 to go over to J Bar at M hotel.. totally love that bar.. it's more like a chill out place and the seats are darn comfy.. not actually seats, but ya, who cares.. anyway, there was about 15 of us around, and we totally made a hell lot of noise.. ordered hooch for myself.. stayed till bout 1 before we left..

i really really love that bar..

anyway, intended to head home but decided that i wanted to go for supper.. ask uncle accompany me eat.. ending up, he eating faster than me.. and i had to pass half of my wanton mee to ah yao.. like, wth?

now, i've got smoked hair.. eew.. even though i've shampoo-ed it, it still reeks of all kinds of cigarette smoke.. totally yuck..

smth worth mentioning.. ever since i've joined the company, my tolerance of cigarette smoke has increased all the way up to its max.. i dont think that's something good.. but, at least that's what it is..

right, i think i'm a bit drunk lahs.. couldnt walk straight when i was at choc bar.. hangover tomorrow.. =\

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i left house at 9.30pm on Christmas.. with the intention to watch A Chinese Tall Story at 10.25pm because i can never make it for Narnia at 9.55pm.. only to know that the tickets were sold out when i was already at Newton..

then the only option left was Narnia at 12.05am and the digital one at 12.40am.. i didnt know why he chose the 12.40am one because after that, he was complaining a little about the time.. afraid i would be disappointed, was what he said.. there was work on monday, you see.. but, the 12.05 movie was okay with me also..

anyhows, Narnia was quite nice.. given that i did not watch Lord of the Rings.. comparing the both movies, he said Lord of the Rings was much nicer.. but since i dont enjoy that dark movie, i'd say Narnia is nice..

Boxing day.. i woke up only at 10 when i was supposed to have woke up at 7.. one reason was because i reached home only at 3.3o in the morning and only slept at 4.30.. but the main reason was because, i was sick.. flu and sore throat..

i reached my work place slightly after 11.30am, taking at cab down, only to have someone trying to reprimand me in an indirect way.. all i said was, i woke up late because i wasn't feeling well.. lucky for me, another manager spoke up for me.. saying i was only a part-timer and it's good enough i came.. and because i already wasnt feeling well, and on top of what that crap person said, i cried la.. in the toilet of course.. seriously, i had wanted to go home.. but.. i didnt know why i stayed on..

i havent seen the doctor yet.. and i doubt i'm going to.. i should have taken up the offer on saturday to go see the doctor... then maybe i would have had some medicine to take now..

Monday, December 26, 2005

sore throat, a dry cough and a sickening runny nose..

it was nice, and not so nice at the same time... at least, i've got to know what i wanted to know.. christmas is not so merry after all..

working later, at 9.30am, but before that, i think i'm visiting the doctor...

happy boxing day.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

it doesn't feel like x'mas.. it doesn't feel like the end of the 2005 is coming.. it just doesn't have any December air around.. maybe, it's just me..

other than several sms greetings from several friends, x'mas for me up till now, is nothing.. and i'm so scared i can't go out tonight.. not because daddy mummy don't allow.. but because of some last minute problems that might occur at my workplace.. not that i'm working or whatever.. but because...... just hope the managers will be nice.. afterall, it's x'mas...

waiting, waiting and waiting for 6pm to come.. by then, it'll be bbq time and time should pass slightly quicker..

Merry Christmas to all you special people out there.. love you all and have a fabulous Christmas this year!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

nothing much to blog about. or maybe, i dont want to blog here.

anyway, it's a crappy x'mas eve for me today. so not what i wanted it to be.. and i'm having a sore throat now.. like, so nice timing..

i got my first x'mas present from someone i dont really like.. like, wth? hmm.. it's like thrown about in my room, i dont know exactly where it is if you ask me to recall now..

anyway i'm only looking forward to tmrw.. family bbq then i'm going out after that... (: and the good thing is, I'M NOT WORKING! hee.. but the bad thing is, there's work on MONDAY.. ): so anti-climax lohs..

anyhows, hope it's gonna be a good x'mas this year.. nothing like the previous one, please..

Thursday, December 22, 2005

i was home.. only half an hour ago..

happy + unhappy

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

okay. finally i've got the time, or rather, i feel like blogging about my KL trip.. =) it's gonna be a long long entry.. so i'd suggest you get a cup of hot drink, and slowly read through lahs..

but first thing first, i've got my phone! *BIG GRIN* i simply love it so much. and for the first time, i haven't dropped my phone.. though it's just 4 days old.. it seems so long, but i'm so in love with it lahs. it's that Samsung E530C.. yes, that one my darling girl got.. but since mummy say, i dont see her as often, it doesnt matter if i carry the same phone as she does..

anyways, i set off for KL saturday morning.. the bus set off at 9am sharp and gosh.. it was really first class on the road lahs.. just that the seat i got, i couldn't push the seat lower.. but still, the food was good.. better than the ones in the air.. but the thing is, i dont get to choose what i want to eat.. anyhow, it was a freaking 6 hour ride. i sat till my legs were numb..

we stayed at PNB Darby Park executive suites.. simply put, it's a service apartment.. like a house. yes.. 3 bedrooms.. so mummy and i shared one.. and her colleagues, two to one room..
then poof! off to Lot 10 to have late lunch.. had laksa and i tell you, it's damn good.. the noodle we have in Singapore, cannot be compared with what i had.. it's just so good!

then we were off to shop at Sungei Wang.. gosh.. i really dont like that place.. maybe because it's a Saturday, so that explains the crowd.. and i really dont like crowds.. it's like a replica of Far East Plaza.. i did not fancy anything there. there was ONE particular dress.. but because of the plunging neckline, my mum told me, i haven't reached that age yet.. if i bought that dress, i'm supposed to be home by 10.. so, forget it..

dinner was at Oversea Family restaurant or something close to that.. the service, i shan't comment.. the food, okay-okay lahs.. not my kind of food i'd eat.. but it's not bad lahs.. then it was like, back to the apartment already..

second day, woke up kinda early and had bak kut teh.. it was good.. the herbal kind of bak kut teh, not like the peppery kind that i always drink back here.. then somehow, we were at KL Plaza, MNG. yes.. Mango. seriously, after walking around in Sungei Wang, i figured that, brands do matter lah.. and for the fact that MNG was having sale, i pulled my mum in and i bought 4 tops, a jacket and a small purse.. *smiles* spent like SGD200 there.. gosh.. but my mum wasnt any better.. she bought 2 bags.. totalling up to about SGD150..

my mum's colleague was so angry with the staff at MNG.. because her top was tagged at RM65 when it's supposed to be RM105, she went back to the shop to clarify with the staff.. she bought the top because she thought it was RM65.. okay, in Singapore, what would happen might be, the shop would honour the price on the tag, or apologise for their mistake.. but what happened there was, the manager actually insinuated that my mum's colleague stuck the price tag on the tag lahs.. i mean, come on, what customer service is that?

then we went to Starhill Gallery.. totally high-end shopping centre.. i saw Louis Vuitton there and asked my mum, what would happen if we walked in.. because, i was wearing t-shirt, shorts and a pair of slippers.. my mum wasnt any better.. anyway, the washrooms there is just so good, i went in 3 times in one day! the walls are actually scented bricks, and the water taps, we have to turn the wheel to run the water.. so nice right?! but have to give tips lah.. why? i also dont know.. i just love that washroom so darn much!

we went back to KL Plaza to look around and i bought another top in a shop.. quite nice, not what i'd usually wear.. and i dont know if i would wear it lahs.. hahs.

went to Sentidos Tapas to watch Liverpool and Sao Paulo match.. i didnt watch lahs.. but i had Sangria, some cocktail, but the non-alcoholic one.. i tried the alcoholic Sangria and i didnt like it, at all..

had dinner at My Thai restaurant and mind you, the tom yam seafood soup was blardie spicy.. but the food was good.. totally.. of course, the price was "good" as well.. haha.

third day, went to KLCC.. bought one skirt and one pair of shorts for myself.. totally satisfied.. had iced cappucino at Dome, damn good lahs.. love it so much.. went and buy some bak gua and then had a quick lunch back at Lot 10..

went back to the service apartment and waited to check out at 5.. the bus departure was only at 6.45pm.. so when i got back home, it was already 1am..

gosh.. one thing i want so much to complain about.. there's this two small kids on board the bus.. fucking hell. the girl was making so much noise, i swear i'd strangle her if she came near me. i was like, trying to sleep because i'm so darn tired, and there she was, making so much noise, crying every now and then..

i told my mum, i cant deny that they are cute.. but seriously, they are just the most irritating creature on earth lahs.. totally cant SHUT UP.. what bull****.. imagine at 12am, they still can talk and talk, when i'm like almost dead tired..

this trip i slept darn early every night. at 12am or so lah.. but for my standard, it's early already.. because usually back home, i dont sleep so early.. so yup, maybe just tired out by the whole shopping spree and walking here and there.. imagine, shopping till i got irritated..

anyhows.. had my family shoot today. hahs. some nice pictures.. but not really happy with my own pictures.. a bit awkward i'd say.. but, it's me lahs..

yeaps.. gonna work tomorrow le.. i think lah.. so, gonna sleep soon already.. it's a freaking long entry.. i think, the longest ever.. hahahas. so, GOOD NIGHT TO ALL!

Friday, December 16, 2005

*blob* and my phone dropped into the toilet bowl.. luckily, it was flushed.. but unluckily, the phone's spoilt..

good thing is, i get to change my phone.. bad thing is... ALL MY CONTACTS ARE IN THE PHONE!

i was feeling horrible yesterday.. on the train home.. seriously, if i got hit accidentally by anyone, i would have just cried it all out..

it's just so horrible.. i knew i wanted to talk to someone.. names came to my mind.. but.. i just held back.. i dont know.. it's like.. crap..

but i cried..when i got home.. in my room.. (my mascara smudged.. =X) but seriously.. it felt so much better after i cried.. i just felt much lighter.. felt as though, everything's settled..

but of course.. no it's not settled yet..

3 days since i blogged.. long.. maybe. short.. i dont know.. ah.. i'm crapping..

i didnt really got blasted by my mum that night.. she just asked a few qns, i ignored her.. later in the night, she asked me nicely.. telling me not to do it again.. because i'm a girl. so nevermind.. just listen to her..

met up with my darlings on tuesday.. had Swensen's at northpoint.. the food. disappointing.. had my peppermint mocha frappucino at Starbucks.. there was this idiotic couple.. OLD couple in their 40s.. dont know what were they looking at.. jo'an even said the woman might be his mistress.. LOLs. anyhow, selfish bastard he is..

then i went to OP. and saw this nice bag.. i dont know exactly the colour.. but, it's just so my colour lahs.. it's a shade darker than this. or so i think..

had my ocom presentation on wed.. i thought i'd screw up.. but nope.. at least i thought so.. then went and watched King Kong.. a f**king 3 hour long movie. i thought it'd last for like maximum 2 hours.. i had to hold my bladder since the movie start lah.. dumbo. and King Kong was only seen in the second hour.. i could even sleep for a while before King Kong came out lah.. i would have killed rongde if it was like a sea voyage movie or something like jurassic park. -.-"

in CATS tutorial now.. but totally wasting my time away. cant wait for touch rugby to be over.. then i'm gonna go home, sleep, pack my luggage.. AND OFF TO KL!! coming back on monday.. please miss me alright? X)

family shoot on tuesday.. perhaps class outing on wednesday.. and it's gonna be work work and work already. imagine working on x'mas.. boo.. daddy's birthday on 24th.. company function on 28th.. hope i wont have to take back my x'mas present lah. =S it's becoming like my online calendar..

lots of things have happened. have been thinking A LOT. what's gonna happen next.. i dont know...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

this gonna be a short one.. i just reached home, not too long ago.. gonna get blasted by my mum when i see her later in the night..

statistics test, was okay.. not as tough as i thought it would be because it's open-book test.. so.. yups.. i know i will pass.. (:

i didnt get to eat steamboat.. but i got 7 whole hours of non-stop playing of chinese songs.. blasted into my ear.. i was at K-Box.. for my first time.. and it was from 7.30pm - 3am.. gosh.. imagine that lahs.. but yeap. it was fun, though i did not sing, at all.. i did not.. i was just listening to the songs, listen to my colleagues singing.. hahs.

alrights.. i doubt i'll get to sleep much.. meeting my darlings today.. not wed as planned.. but luckily, it's nods from everyone.. so.. *smile*

yeah.. gonna do my tutorials, maybe wash up (my hair stinks of cigarette smoke) and try to get a little rest.. i wont call it sleep at all.. because school is at NINE later.. *sigh* i'm like, so dead lah!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

yay!! monday's gonna be a super packed day for me~ lala.. anyway, here's what it's gonna be like....

cip review at 11.10.. what a dumb timing.. then it's gonna be 2 over hour wait for the business stats lecture to start.. until about 4.. the bstats test at 5.. until 6.30.. know what? if can leave early, i'll leave early! cos i'm going to marina south!!! yay..! *smiles*

hahas. that's just what i'm looking forward to on monday lahs.. nothing else..

finally meeting my darlings on wednesday.. looking forward to that! hopefully, there is somewhere to go, and everyone turns up lah..

then i'm off to KL on saturday morning.. where every other year 1s in NP is going for S&W make-up lesson.. i'll be on the bus to KL.. *grins* seriously, if they want to mark me down for that, a holiday planned 1 month ago compared to a make-up lesson told only one week in advance, i've got no comments.

yes, i mean, there's just no way i'm gonna forego this KL trip.. i've been waiting so long to go shop to my heart's content and nothing can stop me this time..... hehs.

anyhow, i'm going to bed already. not working tmrw... luckily.. if not i'll be totally burnt out.. alrights, that's all for now.. Good night! =)

Friday, December 09, 2005

cramps were short, but pain.. thank goodness i brought one panadol to work.. maybe it was because of the ICED milk tea from mos burger.. but it was just so irresistable..

didnt really had a proper dinner.. ate half of my yi mian and gave up eating.. i was just totally listless the whole day lahs.. super moody.. it's so not me.. and i dont like eh... i wanna be that crazy smiley girl at work lah.. besides that.. cos i was complaining of the cramps because of the iced tea.. den when i drank cold plain water, uncle scold me. -.-"

and i was supposed to have hot milo.. but it turned cold after two hours of being exposed directly under the air-con.. like so =( lah..

anyways.. i'm very tired. cats due tmrw.. i doubt half is done yet.. and meeting tmrw morning, or rather 8 hours later.. BOO... but, no choice lahs.. seriously, i havent really contributed anything, AT ALL. so, ever since the start of this sem, i've been a very bad group member.. MAYBE except for oral comm..

anyhows.. for those afraid i'd really quit school for work.. dont worry, i wont.. if you all know me well enough, you'd know that my mum will kill me if i ever suggested that.. *smiles* yups.. i'm fine.. perhaps just a little cranky and not really thinking in my previous entry.. it's late into the night, you see..

mmms.. very random.. x'mas is coming.. excited.. looking forward to company's function.. looking forward to monday AFTER 6.30pm.. marina steamboat!! that is, if nobody pang seh lah.. if you people are wondering who i'm going with....





continue wondering!

haha. mean.. i know.. =P but, why'd you wanna know anyway? lols. looking forward to my family shoot! looking forward to sabo-ing one of my colleagues.. *grins* looking forward to KL trip!! and most importantly.. (i've mentioned it many times..) TWO WEEKS BREAK!!!!!

okay lahs.. a bit cranky already.. i needa sleep.. totally DEPRIVED!

hehs.. thanks to siyu, ade and jj for being concerned lah.. and to uncle and reuben for being understanding today.. *big grins* i'm a lucky girl lahs... haha. alrights.. as if uncle and reuben will read it..

anyhows.. wish everyone a good day later on.. and myself, hope i'll survive through touch rugby.. =) good nights!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

i just dont like to organise any events or outings or whatsoever.. know why? because it's just so difficult to find a common date that everyone is free! gosh.. seriously, sometimes i wish i could just leave it alone.. i was supposed to have met up with my darling girls maybe 3 weeks ago.. but now, it's been postponed till next week. like, *sigh*...

i dont know why lahs.. maybe i'm just feeling tired.. like, i know i cant seem to juggle between school and work.. and i seriously think it's getting out of hand.. going to work could earn me extra allowances.. but on the other hand, it has cost me of my sleep and time to do my school projects, presentations and even tutorials.. like i give up doing my tutorials just because i need to sleep..

i just cant wait for the two years to pass.. i seriously aint got the mood to study anymore..

uncle asked me to convert to full-time because i complained of my previous month pay cheque, forgetting that i have to study.. and seriously, i would rather work than study.. because i love my working environment.. but i know, it would never happen.. because all i'm holding on to now is just an 'O' level cert which many other people have as well..

did i mention that bstats test is coming up on monday? and i have yet to start revising.. i know nuts about the first, second and fourth chapter.. because i did not attend all that three lectures.. *sigh* i so miss secondary school life..

should i work this weekend? or should i just study at home.. or maybe i should just study tmrw and on friday when i come back from school.. hmmm..

i'm off to bed already.. ocom presentation practice 13 hours later.. good nights..

Monday, December 05, 2005

seriously, i dont understand the mentality of chao ah lians.. i was in the ladies at the mrt station just now.. there's these two crap looking girls, who think they're oh-so-pretty putting on thick make-up, f**king thick and ugly eyeliner and whatsoever..

one of them had the bag placed on the baby diaper changing thing.. and she went like, "kan zhu wo de bag" which means, watch out for my bag.. i was thinking to myself.. if she's so goddamnit afraid someone would steal things from her cheapo bag, come on, GET REAL! what is there to like steal from your bag? if you're so scared, PUT IT BESIDE YOU!

then i was waiting for a cubicle.. all occupied and cramped it is.. i just glanced at them.. and the crap ah lian went like, "ta yi zhi kan guo lai" which means, she keep looking over when her other friend asked her what's wrong.. even after i went into the cubicle, that bitch went on and on.. and i was wondering, does she thinks she looks damn pretty? WHO WANTS TO LOOK AT HER!

seriously speaking, i wont wanna dirty my eyes and waste my time looking at some pathetic ah lian who has to put on her make-up only in dirty and smelly toilets where people have barely enough space to move about. another thing to add on.. their clothes are crap. it's more like t-shirt and shorts kinda thing. and imagine the goddamn make-up.

okay, maybe those chao ah bengs would turn and look at you.. but come on, if you want guys to look at you because you're pretty, dream on.. guys notice you because you look terrible. and if you chao ah lians think you can speak in hokkien, you're great.. you know what? YOU'RE NOT! because i myself think that hokkien is the most vulgar language that is spoken.. even if it's not vulgar, someone who doesn't understands hokkien, will think that it's vulgar..

oh.. i so despise these girls.. just making a fool out of themselves..

Friday, December 02, 2005

it's nice talking about the future.. like.. what i wanna be.. what i want, what i dont want.. but it'll actually be nicer if what we talked about actually happens..

i was talking to uncle at work today.. cos there's this customer who's being "pushed" by another colleague lah.. and i just told uncle.. "eh seriously ah, if i kena a salesperson like her, i'll just give her my credit card to shut her up.." and you guess what uncle tell me.. he say "wah, next time marry you cannot give you sub-card" like whatever right.. -.-"

see lah.. and i told rongde on wed.. my husband must be filthy rich.. because we were talking about mani/pedicures.. and he was just saying, i'm like a rich tai-tai.. talking about manicure, i did french.. pearly white as base, and some pinkish-red for the tip.. feedback given to me, it doesnt look nice.. -.-" kc even suggested that i do the Singapore flag.. yeah sure.. next year alright?

and of course, i know my husband wont be filthy rich..

what i'm feeling now it's like.. i'm so busy, choked right up to the neck.. i cant remember what i have on what dates.. like fri - sun, i'll be working.. monday, i need uncle's help to turn down a "date".. den i go for my facial.. X) tues, long sch day.. wed.. darlings meeting!!!! cant wait!!!! thurs, work. friday, IS day.. saturday/sunday.. WORK.

come on, look at that.. i think i'll do badly this sem.. i totally cant wait to go to KL.. cant wait for the two weeks break.. cant wait for the company x'mas function.. and i cant wait for CHRISTMAS and the NEW YEAR! *grins*

here's my x'mas wishlist:
- more skirts, belts and tops..
- that M÷industrie top
- for all my darlings & friends to be happy! *biggrin*
- parfum

still lots more on my list lah.. but seriously speaking, if you know me well, you dont have to look at this list... heh heh heh..

so actually in short, i just cant wait for this term to end.. and hope that two weeks break last for as long as it can.. so looking forward to the break lahs.. and oh.. hopefully no tests during the break.. i think i will just break down and cry..

hahs.. long enough.. it's a huge contrast to my previous post.. and just hope it continues on this way.. *hops around* GOOD NIGHT! =)

Thursday, December 01, 2005

it came to a stop last friday.
affected, i guess so.. maybe it's just adjusting back to what i was before i knew you.. but i know i shouldn't turn back, anymore.

i dont want to find excuses for myself. all i want to add on is, the times that i was happy, i was really happy. and i thank you for that..

seriously. i've got nothing more to say..

i mean.. everything's like in a mess... okay, perhaps not everything..

maybe you're just going all to strong.. how do i tell you you're just not the one...