Sunday, January 30, 2005

been a few days le.. haiyo.... these few days.. totally burnt out... the moment i lie on my bed.. i fall asleep.. sleep rite up till the next morning.. n i still find it hard to pull myself out of the bed.. despite hearing the alarm clock blasting away...

anyway.. i saw jamie yeo on thursday!! haha.. at some event organized by Style magazine.. she's so damn freakin' skinny...!!! haha.. kk.. not dat bad.. but.. woah.. really slim..

n hmm... wat else.. i cant remember... haha.. but i guess i'm suffering from pms lers.. =X oopss.. haha.. dunno larhs... more like.. suffering from depression... argh!~

went to mummy's old fren's house today.. helped to bake some cornflake cookies, pineapple tarts.. haha.. but i didnt really do much either.. den went for some dinner.. at the thai place.. i shant call it a restaurent.. cos it totally dont look like one.. opposite the chong pang market.. where the old Big Bookshop was.. it just simply sucked.. the service n the food.. the ppl there.. just cant wait to make u leave cos the crowd's just too overwhelming.. so if anyone of u decides to go there, DONT! =P

okok.. it's getting kinda long... N late.. n i'm getting real bad sinus.. so i guess... i'm going back to my room.. n oh ya.. cousin's staying overnite tonite.. haha.. =P

okie.. niteys! n oh ya! i need to go out n buy new clothes.... anyone wans to go? =X nitey!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

oh ya.. i guess it's time i changed my blog skin.... the picture just wont appear! argh~!

anyway. i'll do it over the weekends... IF i haf time.. haha. nite...~

hmmm... damn tired last nite.. i fell asleep soon after Desperate Housewives... i didnt really watch it.. cos it's kinda boring n it's onli the first episode.. so mayb i'll watch it next week.. n see how it goes.. anyway. it's a big hit in the US.. i think.

hmmm... wat else.. mmm.. yar. i'm feeling darn sh*tty.. haha. no lars.. just got the running nose.. it's darn irritating.. cos when i'm working.. i've got a pen in one hand.. and a tissue in another.. n that leaves me with no more hands to flip the papers.. irritating! haha..

i dont know y.. feeling happy N sad at the same time... again.. it kinda sucks.. cos i know i can be happy~ but not rite now.. when everything just sucks.. haha..

alrite alrite.. i shd take my bath.. n go to bed already.. else i mite just slp tmrw in the office.. hehs.. niteys! ;)

Sunday, January 23, 2005

hmmm.. slept at 6 this morning.. talked to an "old" fren.. haha. den tried to watch some movie at abt 5 plus.. but i fell asleep in the end..

gonna start work tmrw.. it's like.. 4 days gone.. just like dat.. but anyway.. at least i got all the rest i needed... i was totally dead just last monday.... rite at the beginning of the week..

argh! feel like going to slp now.. but it's still damn early.. blah blah blah...

dont wanna bullshit anymore.. tata~

Saturday, January 22, 2005

i seriously need to tok to someone... else i mite just think too much.. n drive myself into depression.. damn.. i hate this... n i'm pretty sure it aint due pms..

argh.. freak-o..

i'm weak, it's true..
i'm just scared to know the answer...
i've waited all my life to cross this line..
to the only thing that's true...
all my life i've waited...
this is true...
Ryan Cabrera - True

this song is just sooo nice.. k lars.. i didnt realise it until i was at my neighbour's bday party... den her bro started singing the chorus.. playing the guitar.. whoa~ haha.. it's just so nice.. =D

ok.. now i'm beginning to think i've got mood swings.. =(

i'm so darn bored... there's just nothing to do le... argh.. sh*t!

aahhh~!!! haiyos... i need to fa xie a bit nehs.. i really need to let it out.. argh! i'm getting a bit irritable.. everything just dont seem rite! haiyo...

i dont think i can get to sleep even if i lie on my bed.. argh! shucks..

all i'm looking forward to rite now... is probably a long break... long break from everything.. better still.. go travelling!! with mama.. haha.. ya.. dream on gurl...

i really need to do something to keep me sane... yupp.. else, i guess i mite just drive myself crazeee!!!

i'm so frea-kin' pissed!

lols.. anyway.. i'm not feeling too gud rite now..

so yup.. gonna leave some time for myself...

nite!

Friday, January 21, 2005

hmm... ever felt like.. u're happy, but yet at the same time, u're feeling sad... but u dont know why...? mixed feelings all over me now.. i dont know if i'm happy or not..

hmmm.. it's like.. all smashed up.. n can get so excited over smth.. immediately after.. the feeling of sadness pours all over.. yuck!

hmmm.. just tot i might come by n post one long~ post.. havent had the time to use the com lately cos really really tired..

anyway.. wat i really wan to say is.. i was watching american idol just now.. n it was so damn funny.. just by looking at the judges' expression.. haha.. burst out into laughter wit mummy.. keke.. okok..

n hmmm.. actually.. i dont know wat i wan to say.. hmmm.. oh ya.. i'm so bored! took the day off.. cos i'm so freaking tired.. n den i realised.. sleeping can be a very enjoyable thing to do..! keke.. i simply lurve sleeping~

n another thing i wan to do is... go shopping!!! i need to get new clothes.. for the new year.. haha.. yup yup.. it's a big excuse oso.. cos i've been wearing almost the same thing every alternate week.. n i'm getting sick of the clothing i have at home.. =S

k lars.. i'm purely bullshiting.. think.. it's time i go take a bath ler.. haha.. =X nitey!

Monday, January 17, 2005

wo.. hen.. bu.. kai.. xin!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

hmmm.. just reached hm from a 3 hr long dinner.. wit mummy n her fwens... Tian Tian Xiao Huo Guo i think... not bad i must say.. cos.. the food is kinda nice.. n plus the soup.. wahaks.. i was purely eating the beef slices probably thru out the dinner..

kinda tired actually.. dont feel like waking up early tmrw.. but i have practically no choice.. wan go in late.. mummy dont let.. cos she dowan me make it a habit.. not gud oso ah.. i noe.. i gud ger.. wahahahaha..

anyways... i'm gonna take a bath soon.. n go to bed.. niteys!~

Monday, January 10, 2005

n oh ya...

i'm off to slp now... wahahahaha.. nitey!

wahaks! i got my first pay cheque... lols.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

hmmm.. guess i shd just pop by.. hahaks. anyways.. still working.. n i'm glad i managed to persevere.. well.. anyway.. getting along with some of my "colleagues" there.. haha.. at least.. ya... okok larhs~ not too gud.. but not tooo bad either... so.. uh huh..

been so damn tired the whole week.. n erms.. ya.. didnt really rest during the weekends either...

went out wit moi frens yesterday n ate lunch.. well.. the lunch isnt fantastic.. but.. glad there was a gathering lar.. haha.. gud.. shd have more of this.. but not the lunch kind.. hehs...

anyway.. not much... well.. was watching the Ren Xin Ci Ai Zhao Wan Qian charity show.. hmmm.. the stories really really touched me.. i cried noe.. wahahahha.. no big deal anyway.. but it's probably the only charity show i support now.. tho it's like, once a year only.. haha..

kk.. rite.. think i shd be going to sleep soon... if not i'm be damn tired tmrw.. hehs.. niteys people!

Monday, January 03, 2005

kk.. i'm so hyper these few days.. well.. not really la.. but becos no more pms liaos... wahahahahha~ =D oso gud larhs.. laughing more.. better den.. whole day so sad, so solemn.. not fun de.. hehs.. it'll be best if i'd never have mood swings.. den wont so sian liao..

anyway.. i'm so tired... n ya.. u noe wat.. the first thing i woke up this morning... i had this sudden urge to go to sch...! =D kkk.. it mite sound so stupid.. but i actually miss ai.. well.. not the teachers n all.. but.. the environment.. i mean... the class.. the classroom.. schmates... ya noe? n it's like raining n raining... n i'm reminded of sec 1... jan sch start.. raining... =D sec 2, sec 3 also.. see.. i really really miss schooling... *sigh~*

BUT! i dont wanna retain~~~!!!! hahaha. ya larhs.. how nice if time can just go back.. but cannot lah... dat is like... duH~! lols...

k larhs.. see.. i crapping again.. n i think i'm just purely talking to myself.... but anyway.. it's healthy lah... =D kkk.. stopping... yupps.. so... uh huh.. k larh! see ya!!!

Sunday, January 02, 2005

hais sian.. two days of rest is gone like dat... gonna go to work tomorrow already... zzz..

n yupp.. sch's starting for almost everyone tomorrow.. moi brothers too.. wahahaha. i tot i could make them feel bad by telling them i can slp rite up to the afternoon when the sun shines on my butt.. but now i cant... -.-" but anyway.. i'd rather go back to sch now.. if i was given the choice to la.. it beats having to go to work..

anyway.. it always happens.. when i dont wanna study, i have to.. when i wanna study.. i cant! wahahahha.. so yupp.. those who can study, cherish it lah.. dont wait till u start working den regret.. too late lers.. unless.. u wanna retain.. =X

k, blah! watever that is written up there, it's pure bullshit.. hahaha... uh huh.. u see.. i'm just sooo bored! tired.. but cant sleep.. cos if i do.. i cant sleep tonite.. n tomorrow i'll be like a dead piece of shitt.. kk.. dat sounds so bad.. =D well.. at least i'm cheering up.. heee..

some people want it all~ but i dont want nothing at all~ if it aint u baby.. if i aint got u baby~~

wahahaha.. kk.. no more bullshit.. shall sign off here.. muacks~! happy studying to those who have too.. buhbuais!

Saturday, January 01, 2005

hmmm.. it's the new year le.. but it doesnt feel so much different.. like.. it's just another month.. n people will have to start going to sch le.. hah! i dont have to... =S kk.. dat's so bad...

anyway.. like i said.. it doesnt feel so different.. 2005.. hmm.. so fast rite.. ya la... actually.. i'm just bullshitting becos i just feel like typing n typing.. no end those kind..

k.. maybe i shd just stop.. yupp.. so er... happy new year once again.. n take care! muacks!