Friday, December 31, 2004

hmmm.. here tonight to talk a little bout wat i've done the past week.. n list out my resolutions.. although wat i listed down one year ago i didnt do lahs... =D actually. it's like.. about 25 more minutes to next year.. so yupp..

hmmmm.. the whole week i've been working.. n i'm so damn tired ler nors.. cos.. i didnt get enough sleep.. sleep at like 1.. wake up at 6.30.. n den. when i go to the office.. if there's nth to do, i'll just sit aside n see wat the ger who teaches me things does... n most of the time.. i tend to feel sleepy.. so like.. fighting to stay awake!!!

n yupp.. my new year resolutions for next year.. which is supposedly coming in 21 minutes.. here it is:
- i must save at least 3000bucks.. that's for me to buy my clothes n all kinds of stuff IF i manage to get into poly next year.. lols.
- i must cultivate the habit of NOT eating between meals. lols.. i'm sure this is not difficult..
- n also to eat healthy food lah.. lesser fried food is gud for me.. =D
- this is the most important one.. NO MORE VULGARITIES..! wahahahaha~

hmm.. this is difficult.. cos i really cant think of wat i really really need to do lah.. lols.. okok.. i dont noe.. when i noe.. den mayb put in here lahs..

hmmm... so far now.. Happy New Year to all you people out there.. i dowan sms u all lahs.. later network jam n all that kind of stuff.. n hors.. one sms 5.25 cents! lols.. kk.. take care~ muacks!


she spun at 11:50 PM.



Monday, December 27, 2004

hmmm.. x'mas this year wasnt dat bad.. daddy's bday cake is simply the best! lols.. n other den the chicken dat day.. the food's gud also.. lols. it simply wasnt cooked thoroughly.. =O

anyways.. no more updating so often... n i'm just dead beat.. was trying so damn hard to stay awake lors.. argh! lols.. but.. it's damn slack. well... mayb it's becos i just started today larhs.. =D


she spun at 9:54 PM.



Friday, December 24, 2004

just as i had some quiet time to myself just now... i tot back abt the things i did this year.. i guess. it all just seem so meaningless.. i've merely wasted one whole year... or shd i just say.. i wasted. 16 years living on this earth.. really.

i cant recall wat i've accomplished so far to make me proud of myself.. i feel like a damn piece of shitt..

i've wasted this whole year.. doing something i never expected myself to do... n rite up till now.. everything still kinda suck.

perhaps... i'll never be able to do something i'll be proud of in my whole life.. considering.. my character n all kind. look at me.. o levels. can still go out n play.. wat kind of o level student i am.. argh! shit.

i dont like me...

n erm.. those who wanna leave notes.. i'd advice u not to.. thanks alot ya.


she spun at 1:12 AM.



Thursday, December 23, 2004

hehs.. just spent abt an hour plus to edit dis blog skin.. now i lurvee it sooo much!

haks. n i realised.. the previous skin was so damn pink! lols. n i'm beginning to dislike pink.. a little.. just a lil' bit larhs.. hahaks. =P

kk. i'm so damn tired now... was feeling kinda moody just now.. erms. actually now still larhs. but.. cos i finally bothered to change my blog skin.. so.. i'm happy lorhs.. hee..

time to go slp.. shall update later in the afternoon.. tata!


she spun at 3:42 AM.




k.. now i officially dislike my blog skin.. ugh~!


she spun at 1:32 AM.



Tuesday, December 21, 2004

just roughly update a lil' bit of my life.

fri went out to hougang mall.. ok. dat place officially sucks like damn hell. ok.. dat's really bad.. but.. really. dat place is worse den northpoint.. even tho i've walked arnd northpoint for countless times. n it's so damn boring.. but trust me. hougang mall is worse... eeeyucks!

sat was feeling like shitt. early in the morning lahs.. at like arnd.. 1 plus? i cant remember for wat anyway. den i stayed home the whole day.. i'm a guddd ger..

erms. went ta vee's hse on sunday. well.. was kinda pissed a little.. cos like. hafta wait b4 dat.. i mean. it's a waste of time. but watever lahs. den went to her hse.. n ate. very nice!

went out just now.. had dinner at.. akashi.. wit mummy n her frens.. the food isnt dat fantastic.. it's a jap restaurent btw.. n the waitresses there.. suck! they look as if... someone just freakingly shouted at them ya noe.. n damn dat waitress wit dat @#$%-up face.

shitt.. so.. vulgar.. ok.. i'm suffering frm pms.. sorry. nite.


she spun at 1:23 AM.



Saturday, December 18, 2004

argh. this sucks!

i dont wanna tok abt anything rite now.


she spun at 1:35 AM.



Friday, December 17, 2004

so many things happened the past few days. n i'm too lazy to update anyways.

erms.. the chalet.. wasnt really as enjoyable n fun n watever..

den i've been like slacking for the past dunno how many days. feel sucky.

watever. i dont know lahs. just feel like. scolding onli.. not really in the mood to bullshit.

anyway. i've updated.. haks. kk lahs. n btw. hew, i replied u lahs..


she spun at 12:32 AM.



Monday, December 13, 2004

hmm.. it's damn early n i noe it. it's probably the second time during the whole damn holidays i woke up so freaking early! but it's becos i'm going to chalet later.. hahaks. *yawn* i'm tired lerhs.. like. i slept at 2 plus. n woke up not too long ago.

blahs. shall go back to my room n slack probably. haks. tk care!


she spun at 9:07 AM.



Sunday, December 12, 2004

hmmm. was doing a little packing just now. den i found this small little book which me n two other pri sch gud frens kept.. jul n xiaoying. den it's like. onli had dunno abt a week's scribblings n all kinds of stuff inside there nors. flipped thru' the pages n read wat was inside.. n it was kinda nice yet funny to remember those things which happened last time.

now i'm like. missing the pri sch life.. tt life after psle.. tt kind which. no need to study n it's like. can just sit at one corner of the classroom wit my fwens. n just tok n tok n tok abt almost everything! hahaks. altho now oso can do tt.. but. back then. we wud just go on n on.. now.. wan tok oso must think first. sekali say wrong thing... jiu ho ho ho liaos.. den scared this.. scared that.. haiyo~

anyways.. i'm purely wasting my time here lahs. whole day just lying arnd.. i'm fat!!!! =D


she spun at 12:45 AM.



Saturday, December 11, 2004

hmmm. i just realised. i used to blog alot in the past.. now it's like. a few days den blog once. den pah! all the bullshit in one post once a few days.

k.. now this is bullshit.

rite. i just blogged becos i wanna state dat point. haks. lamer.. argh! bye.


she spun at 2:28 AM.




argh! on the news. latest. mmm. some armed robber went n robbed POSBank.. some place in west coast larhs. like wth. s'pore so small. got ppl dare rob the bank. i mean it's like.. u rob.. big deal. take the money. happy a few days. n u're caught. tada~ into the jail u go! argh.

n like. wth. i was so damn happy yesterday n today. until like. 11plus just now. shitts. sucks lah. i dont like my life now.. argh! to hell wit it.. i wanna find a job le. keep myself occupied.

anyways. chalet's in.. erm. 2 days? n i dont feel like going liaos. dont noe y i wanna go. just get to stay out.. like. argh. fuck.

sry. i meant.. sorry for dat fuck. yupps. sry again.. lol.


she spun at 1:38 AM.



Wednesday, December 08, 2004

*sniff sniff* blocked nose n irritating throat.. it's horrible to be sick.. to think i keep wanting to fall sick. argh!

anyways. slept all the way until almost 3 today. n went back to slp at 3plus. woke up at abt 5.. hahaks. piggy lifestyle. i lurve it.. lol.

now i feel like drinking starbucks coffee.. rhumba frapp.. yummy..! hee.


she spun at 6:25 PM.




sunday was like.. okok.. the gers came over n like. got ready for the nite.. den we left..

grad nite wasnt that fantastic afterall.. the place was so cramped up.. n the food was just. ok-ok.. well. the programme aint that fantastic either becos i was feeling so damn bored the most of the time..

stayed until about 12 n den mr row was like so evil.. argh. i'll miss him.. lol.

n den the suckiest thing had to happen. i lost my fcuking camera. now how gud can things become. ya. i lost it.. damn pissed.. n then. somehow things were like so awful.. i started to feel sick.. n den. horrible things happened on monday.. ya.. dec 6.. suckiest day of all time.

went to ikea.. wit my mum.. n i was damn sneezing away.. n the horrible sore throat. oh shit. i just hate it lahs. bought a lamp to put beside my bed.. it's nice ah. orange light comes out.. n ya.. i'm feeling so damn horrible.. so damn slpy now..

n damn it. i'm hungry.

oh ya. er.. shit. i cant remember wat i wanna say..

pardon my language in this entry.. becos i'm so fucking pissed!


she spun at 1:54 AM.



Sunday, December 05, 2004

heeee... miss me? =P few days no blog le.. either no use com.. or use n check mails onli. i cant remember wat i did on thurs.. someone remind me? =D *thinks hard* ooo.. nth.. lol.

went n did manicure wit ade.. jo'an n siew tagged along ah.. mine aint nice.. cos the colour's some kind of translucent. still can see the white part of my nails. n it suck..! lol.. den met up wit lia n siyu nors. slack ahs. veh fun.. more than one week no see them liaos.. wahahaha.

den yesterday. i gud ger arh. stay at home. but slack nia.. onli did some packing of my room in the evening, nite.. yupps.

anyways. i've gotta go to the salon rite now.. mum's nagging at me.. so.. i'll update later. =D


she spun at 12:34 PM.



Thursday, December 02, 2004

haiyo. i'm soooo lazy. came n blog becos i havent blogged for a few days le ah..

got mad wit my mum on monday cos she didnt let me out of the hse.. everyone went to ikea. i didnt wanna go.. den said i'd accompany my grandma at hm.. den she didnt let me go out.. shucks.

went ta town on tues wit my cousin n her fren joined us later.. well. nth much in fact.. cos i was damn tired... n it's like.. spending a few hours at far east alone. omg. i was damn bored n tired.. argh!

today aint a gud day.. nah.. not nice..
went out wit mum.. to town again... town kinda sucks now.. =P anyway. managed to buy a hand bag.. it's nice.. i simply love it.. hahaks.

so damn tired now.. mite be slping soon ba. i guess.. yup yup.. grad nite's in 1, 2, THREE days time.. lol. k. watever la... =D


she spun at 1:04 AM.